Wednesday, February 23, 2011

LOVE

所有的“我开玩笑的”都一定带着一点点认真;所有的“我不懂”其实还是有一点懂;每一次“我不在乎”背后都有一点点在乎,每一次“我没事”背后都还是有那么一点伤痛。

有些人永远都不会知道,他的一句话,我会记得很久;他的一个不以为然的承诺,我却苦苦守侯。之后,再经过时间而改变,而变淡,渐渐的,淡忘了。那种前一秒,还怀着满心期望,象被推上高高的天空;然后下一秒,满心的失望,象从高空狠狠坠落。


让女人念念不忘的是感情, 让男人念念不忘的是感觉。感情随着时间沉淀,感觉随着时间消失。终其是不同的物种,所以,谁又能明白谁的深爱 ,谁又能理解谁的离开。


法源寺中智法师说:你悟或者不悟,道就在那里,不悲不喜。你修或者不修,烦恼就在那里,不来不去。你明或者无明,难题就在那里,不增不减。你观或者不观,无常就在那里,不舍不弃。——来觉悟的怀里,或者让觉悟住进心里,默然相契,清寂欢喜。

从现在开始,聪明一点,不要问别人想不想你,爱不爱你?若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说,但是从你的嘴里说出来,别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。------ 再也不要太在意一些人,太在乎一些事,顺其自然以最佳心态面对,因为这个世界就是这样:往往在最在乎的事物面前,我们最没有价值。


有时候,这个世界很大很大,大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见。有时候,这个世界又很小很小,小到一抬头就看见了你的笑脸。所以,在遇见时,请一定要感激;相爱时,请一定要珍惜;转身时,请一定要优雅;挥别时,请一定要微笑。


不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待;一句我等你,包含了很多的无奈、心酸、苦涩;或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱,不论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听。


女人其实很简单,她们会不顾一切的追求幸福,不在乎未来怎样,不在乎流言蜚语,不在乎名誉地位,不在乎异样眼神;女人其实很简单,会在失恋时抱头痛哭,会放下骄傲乞求男人回头,会痴痴等待,会幻想和他还能走到一起;女人其实很简单,给她们想要的就会可爱的笑,会肆无忌惮的展示自己的幸福。


太爱一个人,你会太在乎他/她跟谁在一起,心里是否有你;太爱一个人,你会刚说再见却又心生思念;太爱一个人,你会因为他/她的温柔而满怀甜蜜,更会因为他/她的冷漠而郁郁寡欢;太爱一个人,会无原则地忍受他/她,慢慢地他/她习惯于这种纵容,无视你为他/她的付出,甚至会觉得你很烦。


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

别让双鱼伤心

双鱼是多情

但也专情

双鱼多情 但最终心里只为一个人付出

双鱼无法对几个人同时付出真心!

双鱼是有韧性的

即使被伤了很多次

依然固执的认为

真诚一定能换来真心

但迎来的只是直接的打击

双鱼搞不懂为什么会如此

双鱼其实不怕拒绝

但最怕冷漠的拒绝

如果被拒绝 那么就彻底些

双鱼会默默的惦记对方

即使对方回应少的可怜

双鱼也会放下身价

主动发个短信打个电话

但往往得到的是冷漠的回应

双鱼一直在挣扎

因为真心喜欢

把自己逼到了悬崖边

双鱼想通了

真诚的心变成了灰色

热情的态度变的冰冷

让双鱼放弃不容易

但让你认为可以挽回看起来没脾气的双鱼

那你就大错特错了

如果说白羊女的冷漠

狮子座的冷漠是冰山

那双鱼的冷漠就是北极上万年的冰层

所以太多人搞不懂

为什么双鱼会突然变成一个人

那么冷漠

其实双鱼也搞不懂

为什么没有人敢接受自己的爱情

双鱼就是这么固执

爱了就要有回报

爱了就要YES OR NO

给我希望

却时刻让我绝望

再有韧性的双鱼

也会在这种打击下无情的离开!

为什么温柔的双鱼就这么走了

我只能笑笑....

为什么一开始就不珍惜呢

怪谁呢!

一个冷漠的双鱼

会远离任何与你有关的事情

你的眼泪

你的热情

你的挽回

物及必反在双鱼身上会得到完美的体现

有太多说人反感双鱼的墨迹和多想

如果不爱你如果不喜欢你..

双鱼真懒的对自己不感兴趣的人墨迹

这也是为什么

一方面双鱼挺能说的

一方面双鱼却很少有朋友

人际圈也很窄

这也是双鱼冷漠态度的另一面!

双鱼觉得没什么

朋友不在多少

在于真诚

双鱼不会像白羊那样和一群朋友打成一片

因为太累

因为对所有人真诚本是不可能的事

因为双鱼太讨厌虚伪!

12星座的结束

意味着轮回

双鱼有时候的心态真就像个老人

因为懂的太多

所以打心里不想伤害对方

但再慈祥的老人也有不满的时候!

双鱼永远也无法拒绝一个爱听自己墨迹

看着自己的双眼顽皮着微笑的老公

因为在双鱼来看

诉说是重视

倾听是尊重!

让双鱼专心对你太容易

只需要向双鱼诉说你的心事与不开心

同时倾听双鱼的喋喋不修就可以了

难道双鱼的墨迹就这么让你厌烦么!!

别忘记了 双鱼的墨迹蕴涵着许多用的找的道理!

双鱼的墨迹和忽悠完全是两回事!

一个轮回往往会忘记前生的所有

一旦双鱼爱的人让自己心灰意冷

绝对轮回

那么你就失去一个拥有一生幸福与被爱的机会!

别尝试让双鱼冷漠!

除非你真的不在乎

不然你的冷漠只能被双鱼加倍奉还

不留余地

不留情面!

敲破白羊女狮子女天平女的冰层不难

但如果让双鱼对你的心冰封

那纵然用三味真火也无济于事!

Monday, February 14, 2011

彷徨

明知道这样是不对的,但却控制不了
明知道什么选择才是对的,却下不了决心。。。
该怎么办呢?

现在才知道,我并不是个可以说到做到的人
意志也不够坚定,对自己很失望。。。
没人帮得了我,因为这是我自己的人生
其实并不想把自己的快乐建在别人的痛苦上
我也不想伤害任何人。。。

真的好彷徨啊。。。
有时也好气好气自己。。。讨厌啦。。。
对不起,我真的很坏耶。。。

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Finally I had made my decision~~~

我终于决定了。。。
我要过去纽西兰养羊和摘水果~~~
哈哈开玩笑啦。我呢是决定去那里上个短期课程,顺便想想degree想读什么。。。
说来有点失败,我不懂自己真正想要什么
或了那么久却对未来那么茫然,彷徨啊!!!

只能走一步是一步了,俗话说船到桥头自然直嘛。。。希望真的是这样啦
最好呢还能学会独立些,别再让人看不起了
但会有点舍不得呢,怎么说也在这里三年多了嘛。。。
东西也是多到。。。不知道要怎么处理它们了~~~烦哪烦哪

其实有点内疚的,亏FOM那么看得起我,信任我
但我呢就快要丢信走人,好像很坏厚。。。但我也没办法嘛
请原谅我,也希望你们能谅解~~~
GOMENE~~~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

其实我很幸福

其实该知足了,因为我有很多很多真心对我好的朋友。。。
每当我不开心时,你们都会听我发唠叨
单身又怎么样,我一个人还是可以过得很好
至少我的心还是为我自己跳动,我不需要为另一个人牵肠挂肚
我的心情也不会因另一个人而起伏不定
所以别为我担心了~~~

现在感觉我的生活只剩工作和睡觉,很累很累
也不是特别喜欢我的工作。。。就先拖着吧
还没决定好我的下一步该怎么走,其实觉得很迷失
我该怎么做呢。。。好lost啊!!!

很伤心,我的dear dear 要嫁人了,但我却回不去
其实很想回的,我们是十二年的好朋友了
但她人生中的大事我却不能参与
我要哭了啦!!!好想好想你哦
你要幸福哦!!!
如果阿叻欺负你你就告诉我
我会帮你打扁他的!!!

P.S: 想家了。。。我要回家啦!!!!!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Pls save the poor strayed dog

About 300 stray dogs were rounded upby Pulau Ketam residents and deported to an isolated island to fend for themselves.Over half of them are already dead and theremaining ones may not live long. A rescuemission is being mounted and your help is needed.Please read the full story here rUpdates here
The residents of Pulau Ketam sent some 300 stray dogs to exile on a remote island where the harsh conditions almost certainly guarantee a horrible death. Of the 300 dogs sent there, more than three-quarters are presumed to be already dead. I traveled to the island with Sabrina Yeap of Furry Friends Farm and managed to save only one dog on this reconnaissance trip. We did see several other starving and dying dogs along the mangrove shore. I am mounting an urgent rescue mission to capture and transport the remaining survivors back to Sabrina's Furry Friends Farm animal shelter. But time is running out and there might be only skeletons and carcasses left to collect on our next trip. Boat hire is expensive there. It is a tourist area and it has already cost me a few hundred ringgit for boat hire alone, so far. The rescued dogs cannot be transported on the regular ferries. Almost nobody will lift a finger to help without a fee. This is understandable. The locals are already shaking their heads in disbelief that there are outsiders who want to save the animals they so casually discarded. Instead of pointing fingers and antagonising them, we need their co-operation to help save the unfortunate creatures. In the process, we also hope to educate the islanders on better treatment of animals. It would be an impossible mission if we didn't win their hearts. To help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue (this page) We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers. Thank you and don't forget to view the pictures of the dogs in order to appreciate their plight.TV Smith 3rd May 2009 PS: You can follow the progress of the rescue via updates here

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Lonely valentine???

Yesterday was valentine day
i woke up early in the morning...take 11/2 train to Tampines
why???to interview a manager for our POM project
sigh....after that i took 11/2 train again back home
afternoon Siong called nme and chatted with me
we chat for 1 hr sth
he seems like not feeling so happy~~~
Siong cheer up lor~~~
later i go to uncle house...
saw many people carrying flower wor
so sweet...so nice...
wahahahah i really xiao liao

Sob sob poor me didnt receive any flower or choc...
mm....actually cant really say like that
at least still got receive some 'yi li qiao ke li'.....
wahahaha really sound kolian right~~~
never mind la single also not too bad ma...
dan sheng you dan sheng de hao~~~
haiz haiz haiz...






~QI~

Friday, February 6, 2009

21st...here i come!!!

My nong li bday coming
after that is yang li bday
sigh going 21st liao,getting older and older
sob sob i dont want la
later very very fast become 30th
then 40th...
argggggggggggggg!!!

one day Yanxi and i too bored
so we calculated if we can live till 65th years old
only about 23740 days
i say that maybe we can live till 80th years old
then will have 31045 days
actually not a lots right
but we always wasting our times
like me lor i feel like i always spending my time sleeping
or doing nothings....
or even doing things that are not really importand or necessary
haiz....cherish the time
cherish my life...
although sometime will think of it but did i really do it???
hahaha must try harder lor~~~
gambade neh~~~~~






~QI~

Dear,这篇是为你而写的哦 ^^

TO: Dear

Dear你也是我最好最好的朋友
所以有不开心都要告诉我哦
有人欺负你也要告诉我
我帮你扁那个人
哈哈哈。。。
其实啊每次看你的部落格我都会很感动的
因为你很常都会提到我呢~~~

那个围巾我本来是要选紫色的
后来看到红色当然换咯
因为红色才是你的最爱嘛~~~呵呵
本来没看到红色的
后来看到最后两个挂在那边我就问店员有没有的买
呵呵。。。觉得自己很勇敢喔~~~

好想念你们咯。。。
dear dear你好幸福哦
能常常和尧爸爸与nick一起去喝茶
我回到这又继续当宅女了。。。哈哈

记得你说的哦
围上那围巾时要想起我哦
哈哈我厉害叻知道用这招让你想我
哇哈哈哈哈~~~好佩服我自己哦
不知道下一次要到什么时候才可以看到你叻
希望越快越好呢
想你想你想你

你的部落格改得好可爱
什么时候也帮我弄呢???哈哈
你真得很努力耶,反观我真得很懒得po
佩服佩服那~~~

Pieces woman

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman.

She loves small animal and is gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She cannot tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own clothes. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them.

She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to overpower any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character .You may think she is a shy innocent type and cannot hurt anyone , then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn.

She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

Mm...how true is it???i also dont know wor~~~haha




~QI~

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

回母校篇之搞笑三人组

贪吃的我~~~
123,木头人???

白痴二人组!!!


飞镖???



我们被老师罚了。。。我知错了,以后一定乖乖听话~~~




凡走过必留下美美的鞋!!!





怪牛。。。






最新品种的麋鹿。。。







妈妈,那是什么???








母校,我们回来啦~~~









柱子有头???










爸爸带女儿???











像不像姐妹啊???
回新加坡前,我,dear and yao回小学母校
学校变了好多哦,便美了呢
我们三个是小学同学
不错吧,到现在都还在联络呢
我和dear还是好朋友呢
很开心我每次心情不好时都有她陪我
我们是永远的好姐妹哦
这次终于有很多与她的合照了
因为之前我们都在不同的地方嘛
所以这次拍了很多傻傻的照片
很搞笑吧~~~哈哈
这会是一个很棒的回忆~~~
~QI~













Idiot pics???

No leng zai in my bag wor then what am i doing leh???
Who this this idiot xia???

Pretty Tian and me
These pics taken by Tian
she look quite pretty right~~~
hehehehehe
~QI~


Last Sem lor

Last sem part II~~~
we can wear our own clothes lor
but still have so limitation
haha too bad we can only wear for 3 months
recently we need to write resume
cause going to attachment lor
xian la how to write wor~~~
so difficult la~~~

New Year coming~~~but dont have the feeling wor
why leh???
mm.....need to tidy up our house liao
otherwise when mum come ar..
haha she will say ah bu what happen why so messy???
wahahahaha~~~
so gambade lor still got several days to go wor wahhhaha






~QI~

Monday, January 12, 2009

6月17日

忽然想起这日子
我还记得这日子哦。。。
他,记得吗???
不知不觉快两年了,真的好快哦
忘了吗?我还没哦
再给我一些时间吧~~~
我相信我可以做到的
我并不像造成任何人的困扰
但有时真得很想知道你在想什么
向前看吧~~~
快乐些吧~~~加油咯

昨天真得很快乐
谢谢你哦~~~
谢谢你陪我,还包容了我的任性
哈哈。。。至少是个很好的回忆
真的~~~






~QI~

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

My holiday

I think this is my last long holiday liao
during attachment maybe hardly can come back
but time passed quickly...
my holiday going to finish but i feel like i had done nothing for my holiday
after come back from Kuching mum sick

Before that i plan to go Kuching again before i go back Sg
i wanna help aunt make new year sweet and biscuit
i wanna go out with friends which i havent seen for long long time
but now....sigh i think i hardly can fulfill all these things liao
cause mum hospitalised and i dont know when she can discharged
i had to stay at hospital to accompany her
this is the 7th day...
hospital is really a super duper boring place
thanks to my dear(qian) and yao
this few days come and accompany me
otherwise i will bored till death gua haha
glad to have you two as my best friends~~~

Luckily i still manage to countdown for a new year
i go The Queen with my bro and friends
vodka plus 7 up quite nice to drink
too bad i am not a good drinker
haha i felt sleepy after i drank several glasses
maybe i should train myself~~~

Heard that two of them together liao
quite hard to believe but actually also not so suprised liao
i should know it at first
idiot me...why am i so stupid
dont think too muchas they will not felt sorry
just ignored them~~~hack care
mind my own business and protect myself for being hurt is the most important things la
try to forget all unhappy things and person
gambadeh yo~~~




~QI~

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Back to my hometown lor

So happy...finally i finish all the exam
13 dec go to novena to eat japanese sushi with my uncle whole family
after reaching homw i pack my luggage
actually i start to pack some several days ago
wow so happy wor
even cant concentrate on study for my exam

like long time didnt blog lor
got some pics but lazy to upload
haha still see when i got the mood to upload la
sound like i am really really a lazy bone
wahaha dont scold me ar~~~

keep saying i want to keep fit but i still eat a lot
before go back i eat a lot of japanese food
then last night we go to eat shabu shabu
like this how can i slim down wor
do not put on weight should smile lor
sigh....
so i must go and do exercise~~~
gambade neh dont wanna be a pig
later people will laugh at me wor
already so short yet still so fat
sob sob i will cry and cry
then sibu will flooded with water
nonono is flooded with my tears~~~
recently not really in good mood
haiz cheer up bah





~QI~

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Happy not happy???

Recently something affecting my mood
sigh dont fel like want to mention it here
should cheer up...
be more confidence la
dont let small matter affecting my mood
i wanna be myself
but i feel like i lose myself
i dont know who am i
i got no personality???haha
sigh....i am not anak patung
i got feeling...
i will feel happy but i will also feel sad
i also will feel hurt...
because i am a human being

Haiz never mind la
exam coming
holiday coming
i can go home liao
home can cure my wound???
maybe gua...hope so...
cheer up gal...cheer up...
there are still somebody who really care me
really concern me...
Look in front...gambade lor






~Lonely~

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

夏雨诗

dear this song for you as you like him ma haha


歌手:潘裕文 专辑:夏雨诗

等候在骤来的夏夜暴雨
时间突然静止
滂沱的雨势中
停泊两段迂回著的心事

忽然间所有的谈笑风生
瞬间戛然而止
靠著我挡著你风雨之中
不让你被淋湿

我们在这个城市
流浪多少日子
却从来没有想到
有人能分享你倾覆的心事

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

孤独在各自的人生旅途
安静或是飞驰
遇见了彼此后
两个灵魂不再患得患失

有些话想启齿欲言又止
你耐心等我解释
微笑著不说话把我抱住
让我像个孩子

在光阴这趟车上
浪费了多少日子
遇见你却让过去
所有的痛楚通通被稀释

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

没有了你倾诉的日子
耳朵就感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
你是我的坚持
陪我同游余生的日子
就算走到了穷途末日

天涯咫尺在人生的白纸

同愉快的写诗

Saturday, November 22, 2008

元若蓝 - 半情歌

元若蓝 - 半情歌
词:陈静楠 曲:方文良
唱片 - OST-命中注定我爱你

花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空 什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐
不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的
总是未完成的
我只能唱着
一半的歌

Sakae Sushi

Can you believe that i eat all these sushi by myself???
Candid shoot!!!

Cute cute Chew~~~


Geng or not?3 gals eat all these things wor.Actually there are around 26 plates,3 chawanmushi and 2 cold soba.
That day chew,yanxi and i go to eat sakae sushi buffet
i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch so i am so hungry
before that opposite table had 5 secondary school student
3 gals and 2 boy
their plate also quite many but in the end...
our plate number seems like quite similiar wor
wahaha then opposite table got 1 small boy keep looking at our table
and he called his mummy to look at our plates
that mummy say wow they eat so many ar
walao really paiseh
i become big fat pig liao la
haiz must control liao
keep fit keep fit
kekekekeke~~~
~QI~