Back to my hometown lor

So happy...finally i finish all the exam
13 dec go to novena to eat japanese sushi with my uncle whole family
after reaching homw i pack my luggage
actually i start to pack some several days ago
wow so happy wor
even cant concentrate on study for my exam

like long time didnt blog lor
got some pics but lazy to upload
haha still see when i got the mood to upload la
sound like i am really really a lazy bone
wahaha dont scold me ar~~~

keep saying i want to keep fit but i still eat a lot
before go back i eat a lot of japanese food
then last night we go to eat shabu shabu
like this how can i slim down wor
do not put on weight should smile lor
sigh....
so i must go and do exercise~~~
gambade neh dont wanna be a pig
later people will laugh at me wor
already so short yet still so fat
sob sob i will cry and cry
then sibu will flooded with water
nonono is flooded with my tears~~~
recently not really in good mood
haiz cheer up bah





~QI~

Happy not happy???

Recently something affecting my mood
sigh dont fel like want to mention it here
should cheer up...
be more confidence la
dont let small matter affecting my mood
i wanna be myself
but i feel like i lose myself
i dont know who am i
i got no personality???haha
sigh....i am not anak patung
i got feeling...
i will feel happy but i will also feel sad
i also will feel hurt...
because i am a human being

Haiz never mind la
exam coming
holiday coming
i can go home liao
home can cure my wound???
maybe gua...hope so...
cheer up gal...cheer up...
there are still somebody who really care me
really concern me...
Look in front...gambade lor






~Lonely~

夏雨诗

dear this song for you as you like him ma haha


歌手：潘裕文 专辑：夏雨诗

等候在骤来的夏夜暴雨
时间突然静止
滂沱的雨势中
停泊两段迂回著的心事

忽然间所有的谈笑风生
瞬间戛然而止
靠著我挡著你风雨之中
不让你被淋湿

我们在这个城市
流浪多少日子
却从来没有想到
有人能分享你倾覆的心事

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

孤独在各自的人生旅途
安静或是飞驰
遇见了彼此后
两个灵魂不再患得患失

有些话想启齿欲言又止
你耐心等我解释
微笑著不说话把我抱住
让我像个孩子

在光阴这趟车上
浪费了多少日子
遇见你却让过去
所有的痛楚通通被稀释

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

没有了你倾诉的日子
耳朵就感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
你是我的坚持
陪我同游余生的日子
就算走到了穷途末日

天涯咫尺在人生的白纸

同愉快的写诗

元若蓝 - 半情歌

元若蓝 - 半情歌
词：陈静楠 曲：方文良
唱片 - OST-命中注定我爱你

花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空 什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐
不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的
总是未完成的
我只能唱着
一半的歌

Sakae Sushi

Can you believe that i eat all these sushi by myself???

Candid shoot!!!

Cute cute Chew~~~

Geng or not?3 gals eat all these things wor.Actually there are around 26 plates,3 chawanmushi and 2 cold soba.

That day chew,yanxi and i go to eat sakae sushi buffet

i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch so i am so hungry

before that opposite table had 5 secondary school student

3 gals and 2 boy

their plate also quite many but in the end...

our plate number seems like quite similiar wor

wahaha then opposite table got 1 small boy keep looking at our table

and he called his mummy to look at our plates

that mummy say wow they eat so many ar

walao really paiseh

i become big fat pig liao la

haiz must control liao

keep fit keep fit

kekekekeke~~~

~QI~

Pics

My leg oche liao la sob sob that bad bad table come and knock me la

nice leh~~haha

1st time cook green bean barley soup haha

Chew help me buy the Mr Bean soya bean and greentea 'bing' super nice

Korean Taekwondo Demo

If i am as strong as them~~~wahaha

Long time didnt blog lor

so upload all pics at 1 goal

haha dont scold me ar~~~

~QI~

Appreciate

We usually will not appreciate things beside us
we even didnt noticed or 4get bout it
then we will only regret or miss it when we lost it
haha this is human,isn't it???

I can continue study
I have food to eat never starve
but some of the people in the world no money to study
even though they want
Africa so many people died because starving
I really should appreciated right?

Although i not tall
not pretty
not cute
mm...dont have nice body line
and also not rich
BUT...i am still quite happiness
as i have family and friends
sometimes really dislike myself being so greedy
haha...thinking of the things that i dont have
or things not belong to me
no point right???

So pls appreciate things and people beside you
this is what i should learn
have a kind heart
be more indepence and brave
bring laughter for people
this is the things that i should remember and learn
gambade lor!!!






~QI~

没那么爱他－范范

Haha actually i quite happiness lor
have such a best friend
know her since primary sch
even though she now at Aus so far
but...FRIENDSHIP 4EVA!!!

Everything i feel down u will console me
so nice~~~
luv u sooooooooooooooooo much wor haha

A song dear dear intro 2 me~~~

没那么爱他－范范

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情 不能伪装
别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去 都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界 那麽大
幸福总会在某个地方
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他




~QI~

Halloween night at Night Safari

My bro go w his friends la 2 bad i didnt go seems quite interesting wor

Haha dont get scared not 'special things' appear is his friend smoking la

Look scary right???

Cool mummy~~~

I like this 'Chinese vampire' haha

Sob sob this look so fun wor

2 bad i didnt go la

that day i was alone at home again

sob sob sob poor me

can only c pics nia

~QI~

Just one last dance

歌手：sarah connor 专辑：key to my soul

just one last dance
music....
we meet in the night in the spanish café
i look in your eyes just don't know what to say
it feels like i'm drowning in salty water
a few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever
how i wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how i wish we make it through
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong
just one last dance
the wine and the lights and the spanish guitar
i'll never forget how romantic they are
but i know, tomorrow i'll lose the one i love
there's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong
just one last dance
....oh baby...
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong

原来，我好像并还没完全放下
那。。。我可不可以有个任性的要求？？？






~QI~

宅女

觉得自己越来越像宅女了
弟说我有点在搞孤僻
周末都呆在家
我也不懂我怎么会变这样
有时觉得自己没有很多朋友
很少人会找我出去
是我失败吗?
感觉我弟才过来这但朋友都比我多
人缘也比我好
他说我该主动找朋友啊
到底该怎么做
每次家里只剩我一个
这种感觉有时真的好寂寞
好伤心。。。
唉。。。。。。。




~Qi~

wei cheng steamboat

The guy in black is my stupid bro,they are murdering the prawn!!!

Some pics we took last time when i go JB eating steamboat

paiseh so late upload these pics

haha~~~

~QI~

tommorow microeconomics test lor
but i havent finish study
even not really understand wor
haiz hope the test not too difficult la
mm...mayb will come out within 1 hour
haha actually i think economics may be fun
but 2 bad i am not a intelligent student
so i dont really understand wor

sis say recently i become very xiao ji
like life is meaningless
always so 'si ngi chen chen'
bcoz of her wor
sis say not worth lor
she say i shouldnt always like this bully by ppl
sometimes should be fierce???
haha i will try
mm...but cant promise wor
try try try!!!

This semester during lesson always feel sleepy
mayb i should sleep early in the night
so morning i will have plenty energy
then i cant listen to teacher wor
mayb like this better i think
izzit???sleep early ar sound so difficult wor haha
very fast Dec is coming lor
gambade ya~~~




~QI~

failure

Keep telling myself i want to become more slim but...
sigh cant control myself to eat lor
who ar pls help me
must control me la
dont want to become piggy

Next week microeconomics test
haiz think i am going to die
coz i dont really know what it all about wor
i am soooooooooooo stupid right???
monday must study liao lor
otherwise i will get zero for my test wor

Sometimes really think that i am a useless person
should be more confidence but...
i know me myself should be more positive
no one can help me and give me confidence
i am the one who should help myself
sometimes i really very gong gong and loso
make ppl angry
hope u guys will not angry w me ar
if i did make you angry or what
pls tell me ya~~~
i will try to improve de~~~





~QI~

Happy Birthday Dear Chew

To dear Chew
happy birthday n wish u all de best
2 bad my singing not nice so cant sing 4 u
haha let me train 1st lor
glad tat u luv de present
hope u smile always ya
friendship 4eva!!!
give u a super big hug~~~

Yanxi 2day come back sch lor
luckily no big prob
next time must be careful liao okay!!!




~QI~

Recently many unhappy things happened
sigh dont want to think bout it
dont want to bother bout it
just leave me alone
trouble dont come near me
i just want to be a simple happy person
pretend that i know nothing
i see nothing
i heard nothing
but i know it is hard
just try my best lor

Yanxi ar next time dont so blur liao la
now i know how important you are
no one 'dou zui' w me so boring la
haha i think i have a bit crazy liao lor

last Sat went JB w Edmund n his friends
we go shopping and eat steamboat
did take some pics but now lazy to upload
so also wait till which day when i got de mood lor
feel like i always say like that wor
really lazy
not good la like this
haiyo who faster come and hit me lor hahaha




~QI~

真面目

我是笨蛋，被你耍了那么久
最后我终于看清了
别想再骗我
你背叛了我的信任
我太失望了
以后我会小心别被你的谎言所骗
你常常两面说不同的话
但我选择装作不知道
因为我还当你是朋友
但最后却是这种结果
该醒了！！！

New Sem

New semester started so we need to buy new books again
sigh those book really expensive and just used them for 3 months
my money bye bye
i will miss you guys la
this week quite okay lor nothings special
oh ya this time we have two ah mo teacher
actually History mentor is Singaporean la
another mentor teach Microeconomics
haiz this sound difficult wor~~~

oh ya i saw this song from dear's blog
i think it is nice wor


元卫觉醒 --> 过期

想要保持沉默却有太多的话想说
你拥有了自由而我只剩难过
试探你的心中是否还有我的影踪
昨日留下的梦化作美丽的星空
笑着说不难过但是眼泪骗不了我
是坚强还是懦弱早已模糊了我
我开始懂得试着让自己慢慢忘记你
看着我们的爱随着时间过期
我开始了解感情的世界没有输和赢
曾经深爱着你在有效期限里过期




Lyn

KL Trip

After finish work 4 Amber Lounge
2nd day i take bus 2 KL
wow i miss my dear cute cute cuz
she is really cute
but oso fierce wor haha

Didnt go KL 4 several months lor
haiz tis feel day i go 4 shopping
feel like didnt buy lots of things wor
but i spend a lot of money
my money...all gone...
sigh i really 'bai jia' lor
i did buy a clothe 4 Edmund
n oso buy a pant 4 myself
actually didnt buy any clothes wor
so wher i spend all those money???
haiz i spent them at Sasa la~~~
sob sob sob

But so fast wor Sat liao
nid go back Sg
tomolo start sch again
nid 2 pay sch fee
haiz so xian...reli xian
tis sem not good
class start at 8.30am or 8.45am
why dont let me sleep more la
arg...i wan 2 sleep more la!!!




~QI~

Amber Lounge

Last week work 4 F1 Amber Lounge
from nite till early morning reli feel sleepy
but oso quite interesting
haha 1st nite i wear high heel shoes
but tat shoes not so good to wear
my leg really feel painful
2nd thinking if i wanna go work
but many people say they dont want to work liao
i scared not enough ppl wor
so i still go
i buy a flat black shoes at U.R.S
coz if i still continue wear tat black high heel shoes
i think i leg will 'fei diao'
hahaha

Last nite for Amber Lounge i did saw some of de F1 driver
many i saw more den i noe
but coz i dunno their name so...
haha reli paiseh
but didnt manage 2 c Lewis Hamilton wor
haiz so sad...actually not really so sad la
Nico really look like Leonardo wor
handsome or not ar
mm....i think not bad lor
finally finish lor can rest liao
wahaha sooooooooooooo happy wor!!!




~QI~

Fri after exam kexin n i 2gether go 2 do manicure
kexin's nail not bad wor although quite colourful
coz mine nail quite short so i choose 4 a long time
sob sob some pattern reli nice wor
at de end i choose ribbon w crystal
Jocye reli geng wor haha i like it

Sat i accompany sis go ther again
she wan 2 do manicure n pedicure
both of de pattern choose by me
mm....'wo hai man you yan guang de ma'
wahahaha~~~

while waiting 4 her
edmund n i feel hungry so we go downstair 2 eat botak john
de portion reli big so i cant finish la
oh ya coz Ah Hui appointment at 3pm
so when i finish eating she already reach lor
waiting 2 c my finger
not bad rite Ah Hui
but u havent let me c urs wor~~~

after sis finish doing we heading 2 Bugis Temple
sis say take a cab ther wor
but tat taxi trouble really horrible
she is endangering our lifes la
i think she flu so she took medicine
and de medicine caused her drownsiness
u know what she done???
o highway she drive like snake n keep eating others ppl line
so beep by those driver
coz she keep fell asleep
den when de car stop she oso felt asleep
so her leg which control brake loose
so de car went inward or backward
then when she suddenly woke up and realised it
she mergency brake
really horrible we felt like vomit
auntie no more next time
next time if you feel unwell pls dont drive!!!

Sunday sis went back cbu lor
so nice xia...
i miss cbu's food
wait 4 me dec i will go back ther lor
hahaha hapi hapi neh!!!




~QI~

New clothes~~~

Today having PMS exam wor hope can pass the exam w flying colour
haha after exam go westmall 2 had lunch
nice nice Yanxi accmpany me
after tat go Bugis meet Edmund
actually want to go SIM find him de
but finish exam at 12 sth nearly 1
den also coz of some incident so at de end cant

mm...we go Bugis Street walk walk
Edmund wan 2 buy a new short pants
at least he buy a nice short pants
i like it 2 is black colour w white strip
de shop's owner also nice
got VIP card wor
den VIP member hav 20% discount
clearance even got more discount wor
but now only have male clothes
she say mayb in the future will hav female clothes
btw she is from hong kong
so those clothes also from hong kong lor hehe

I also buy a cool t shirt
which write 'I'm not short but i'm just fun size'
i also buy 1 for my dear dear sis
hers is 'Mind your own business and stop looking at my shirt'
i think is something like that gua haha
tomorrow going to my SIM
coz Edmund say tomorrow open sch
but next week exam really need to study lor
GAMBADE!!!




~QI~

Frustrated

Today reli bek chek
xian xian xian la~~~
dun ask me why
those know why then mean know
those dont know also dont ask me
sigh why like this the wor
i am not stupid or idiot please

Today i ate nice nice ma la toufu
Chew ate nice bread
Yanxi ate Mos Burger
i most control to eat liao
dont want to become fatty bom bom la!!!



~LYN~

Cute kitty

some pics i take yesterday

Last Sat FBMA visit Scarlet hotel at Tiong Bahru

it is a boutique hotel the ambience really nice

feel like back to home quite cosy

but a small small standard room also need 200sth quite expensive

i like the suite room quite nice as have different theme

Sun went to Wild Wild Wet w sis n bro

sigh we so stupid take bus there so take quite a long time

bout 2 hours sth buttock bcim flat liao lor

stupid me i forget to bring my hp n swimming pants wor

so must buy a new 1 lor

sorry sis always cause you trouble and make you angry

haiz...

but quite fun we play ular lah and many others

at 1st i am so scared wor

i dont know what those called but really scary and also fun

haha...we even pour water on ppl so naughty ^^

after that we had Sakura international buffet as dinner

i think that Sakura food sucks

not as nice as the 1 i try b4

i dont think i will go there again

Yesterday went to Chinese Garden Lantern Fantasty 2008 w uncle's family

wow those lantern really nice this year theme is Hello Kitty

super duper cute haha~~~

Sigh today wednesday is my unlucky day

i set 2 alarm clock but both didnt ring

my lesson start at 9am but when i wake up already 10am

haiz haiz haiz

nothing i can do so i only can take mc lor

but private clinic take mc so expensive la

feel like want to slap myself

useless me!!!sigh

next time dont like this liao la

dont always depend on alarm clock ma~~~

~QI~

Rojak post

Last Fri didnt hav lesson but i hav a nice day
haha got buy sth hapi wor
Edmund's fren is fun n nice~~~

Sat went to IT Fair w sis
walao so many ppl n they kick or step on my leg
oso like nth happen juz walk away wor
sori oso didnt say lor
fed up sia
sis bought a harddisk,thumbdrive,cool charger plus led and camera
actually 3 of us all bought de cool charger so we can charge phone even outside
edmund bought a speaker
finally he bought his speaker so he was so happy
oh ya he also obught a silver ipod shuffle
haha only me didnt bought many things wor

Yesterday go to RSAF OH 08 w sis n uncle whole family
quite okay lor de show n we can even try 2 sit in the plane
but too bad that day keep raining and everything need to Q
and hav a long long Q
my back so painful n de bag is heavy
so i become a bit angry
again some ppl knocked on me and step on my leg but...
dtill like nothing happened juz walk away
sigh it is so difficult to say sorry???!!!

Wow edmund help me change all my song in my ipod lor
nice nice i hav new songs 2 listen lor
ah ya yesterday i heard sth that make me angry
dont ever let me saw them in the street
or else...wahaha i donno what will i do wor
better pray ya!!!




~QI~

Edmund 19th birthday

Today is my dear bro birthday
but because we cant really celebrate
and he also hav class till 10pm
so just now sis n i only go BP Angie the Choice buy a cake for him
we choose the cake for a long time
cause dont really know what he like
i think he like blackforest
but not really sure
and sis say he really like that or i am the one who like
so....at the end we choose Orea Choc Cake
de cake look nice but...
stupid me forget to take pics
till cut half then remember
but i didnt take the pics
is sis who take so my phone dont have any pics
wait till i get those pics from her lor
he say he like blackforest wor
see i am right lor
but never mind la haha
the cake is nice wor

this morning want to go gym but...
sigh dont mentioned liao la
tomorrow going to cut my hair lor
cut short??haha
this morning saw Mr Vincent Tan
wow he is really charming like him so much
so this morning in good mood~~~haha
too bad why he didnt teach me wor
sooooooooooo sad wor~~~

Hot Shot is nice
everyone please go and watch it!!!




~QI~

Pics

My 1st cross stitch nobody teach de wor
I make tis 4 my sis
Cake made by a leng lui fren taste nice wor

Actually still got some more pics

but think that put so long liao so...

not need to post lor

haha

Lousy washing machine

Lousy lor de washing machine keep dripping
so yesterday they change a new washing machine 4 us
but say new oso quite old de lor
i think is buy from 2nd hand shop gua
den u noe wat
we put in our white clothes 2 wash
den sis n mine uniform bcum black in colour
reli angry xia make me wanna scold ppl wor

Oh ya yesterday go Redhill w sis n bro
we go ther 2 meet Bobb
coz Edmund wanna accompany Bobb go n survey racket
sis n i wanna go Ikea
sori ar Bobb we late~~~
thanks 4 waiting us lor...

Today we wake up 2 clean house coz later uncle coming
sigh i wanna go gym but tis few days keep raining wor
frustrated lor!!!
dinner i cook...cook wat???
not pro so dun wanna say wahaha
but i think is nice lor~~

so fast 2day Olympic closing la~~~
but i think de closong ceremony juz soso nia lor haha
tomolo 12pm got lesson wor
sigh my weekend so fast finish la
next weekend faster cum lor haha




~QI~

Yeah dear dear oso hav a blog lor
finally wor haha
c wat she post liao so touch
hope she hapi owes dun bully by ppl at ther ar
who dare 2 bully her i will fly over n punch him/her
hahaha...dear dear intro a singer 2 me
she sing quite gud so ichange my blog song liao lor
hope all my frens like de song 2

oh ya i wanna on diet
so Tues n Wed went 2 gym
Tues w cuz n Wed went along
i reli gng wor coz i cycled 4 half n hour wor
den Wed i even cycled half hours run half hrs
so al2gether is 1 hour
usually i dun exercise de wor~~~
hapi hapi so recently muz control eat lor

Today a fren from DPB give me de cake she bake
de cake reli quite nice wor
i had taken a pic
but now dun hav cable so...
wait ar haha
de cake is soft n strawberry on top even dipped w choc
but i didnt eat de strawberry
coz Kexin like strawberry so i give mine 2 her
cake baked by leng lui sure delicious rite...haha

later going 2 meet Wan qing wor
reli long time didnt c him liao
dunno how is him wor~~~
2 bad 2day Edmund not free so...
next time lor...kekeke

jin li jin ne nok huat seng
tapi xi wuong mo me tai yek lor
mai gong liu la
gong liu yali hek




~QI~

Yesterday accompany sis n bro go n watch 2 movie
Money not enough 2 n Journey to de centre of de earth
both movie is nice wor
de money not enough make me think of my grandma
reli miss her a lots xia
we muz treat our parent nice
muz appreciate w de things n person beside us
dun regret after we lost it
haha watch until cry wor
but behind me is a crazy guy
he keep laugh
ppl dun laugh he laugh
ppl laugh he oso laugh
ppl cry he still laugh
make me wanna throw him things or scold him
but i think he hav a bit xiao xiao de la
so juz ignored him lor

yesterday heard a gud news
feel hapi 4 her
muz xin fu ya~~~

2day i go n do facial
walao i fri oledi make appointment but they didnt record
luckily hav a therapist who r free wor can help me do
otherwise reli will angry n scold ppl wor

Olympic badminton man single final sucks
angry lla dun wanna watch liao
disappointed lor!!!




~QI~

看了一本漫画，提到西欧国家以前有个烂漫的习俗
就是如果一对情侣要结婚
男方不是给对方订婚戒指，而是项链哦
项链的链坠上会镶着未婚夫眼睛颜色相同的宝石
代表我们的心会牢牢地印在对方心里
这就表示‘永远相信你’的意思
真的很烂漫对不对~~~
好想往哦~~~




~QI~

Yesterday i going back 2 Yew Tee from Fajar
when i juz board de train from Choa Chu Kang
immediatedly i saw a man falling backward
not fainted but i dun reli noe how 2 describe
some ppl bcum panic
den i heard someone say press de emergency button
walao de guy beside me who stand in front of de emergency button gong gong de
so i ran over 2 press de emergency button
n said tat someone nid help
they say will send ppl 2 help at de next stop

That man wife keep calling him but he had no response
i think mayb he stroke gua
coz i remember b4 grandpa get stroke oso like tis de
sigh hope tat man is okay ar...

2day moving 2 fajar
i wanna self declare mc n help them
buyt uncle not allowed so i still go sch
sigh u noe...
others group oso cum coz they thought hav class at 1pm
b4 i oso thought like tat
i even argued w Lewis coz he say is next week
i reli dunno la if i noe i sure they u guys de rite
i am not tat kind noe liao but will not tell de rite
sigh...i oso not purposely didnt want 2 reply ur msg de lor
so sad when u say like tat
feel like being stab
haha but nvm de la
i am okay coz i am strong
super strong ^^ reli hope so lor wahaha
haiz haiz haiz

reli dun wan cum la 2day
they ordered kfc delivery after finish moving things lor
i oso wan la
reli reli reli super xian lor




~Lonely Angel~

kenapa jadi macam ni?
saya pun tak tau apa berlaku???
ada orang boleh beritahu saya???
ada sedikit sedih wor~~~

saya tak mau disalahfaham orang
saya tak mau dimarah orang
tak mau tak mau la!!!

wei neong shi shu ka neun
shi shu bei zi li pang yao
mai zu wuan lor
mo xien nok shi mek tang gong li ma~~~





~Lonely Angel~

Last Saturday i went to watch Red Cliff w my dear cousin
de movie is quite nice juz a bit violent
ppl r killing each others wor...
tis is y i hate war~~~
after tat we go Bugis ther walk walk waiting 4 sis
there r having 'taiwan mei shi zhang' wor
they even sold 'cou tou fu' reli smelly wor...
sis buy lots of snack as she oso help her frens 2 buy
all durian stuff leh sooooooooo smelly wor
we had Fish n Co 4 dinner
i ate seafood plate it was such a big portion
reli cant finish it but anyway it is nice
4 desert we ate 'peanut smoothie' n 'choc cake w ice'
those desert r nice wor~~~hehe

I am moving 2 Fajar lor
feel like moving farther wor
sigh at 1st lakeside,later yew tee den now fajar
but de house is nice n big wor
tomolo bro is coming over lor
have someone accompany liao not bad la haha

next week PM n PS progress test wor
feel like died lor i dun reli noe apa tu wor
sigh muz start 2 study liao work harder lor~~~
gambade yor~~~ ^^




~QI~

Sigh world reli unfair rite
sometimes rich ppl only care bout themselves
but poor ppl wanna help others
so they can sacrifice themselves
y like tis de leh???

Tat teacher reli very 'wei da' wor...
look wat she had done 4 student
and look wat tat 3 rich barbarian done
they should be hang till death!!!
reli heartless sia wat r they thinking
they dun hav brain???
idiot y tis world hav such idiot
juz bcoz of those idiot so de world not peace
all these ppl should be torture till die
since they hav no feeling
n dun care bout others ppl ma
hate those IDIOT!!!BARBARIAN!!!
coz of those barbarian make me feel bad
i am now in BAD MOOD la!!!


~QI~

卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学…

殷彩霞出生在甘肃省某县的农村，在那个贫困的地方，村里的其他姑娘，无论美丑，早就到南方沿海城市去打工挣钱了，每到春节，她们都会打扮得花枝招展，大包小包的提回来。而殷彩霞高中毕业后没这么做，很多人都不理解，毕竟她的长相在村里是数一数二的。为此，她的父亲经常骂自己的女儿没出息。

听说当地一所民办小学缺老师，她主动跟学校要求免费代课。因为她中学成绩就很好，顺利的通过了学校的文化考核，成为一名真正的民办教师。
当殷彩霞第一次走进课堂的时候，孩子门哗然了，他们从未见过如此漂亮的女老师。从此，教室里常常洋溢着孩子们的欢声笑语。说是教室，其实也就一遮风挡雨的茅草棚，树杆埋成的墙，石板搭起的课桌，砖头码起的讲台，最值钱的就是那块用青砖砌起之后经打磨又刷了黑漆的黑板了，粉笔不够用，常以石灰与泥巴代替。就是在这样条件下，殷彩霞教会孩子们认识了几千个汉字，也教会了他们很多做人的道理。

一天夜里刮大风，茅草棚盖的学校屋顶被掀翻，黑板也被刮倒。第2天孩子们上学的时候各个不知道所措。校长去找县教育局长要钱结果无功而返。老校长晚上回来对殷彩霞说，局长说要你去才给。从来没有出过远门、也没有见过世面的殷彩霞怕把事情搞杂了，胆怯的步行10几公里去了县里。局长的办公室装修很豪华，墙上挂着很多锦旗，办公桌黑里透红，可以照见人影，上面立着一面小国旗，椅子是皮的，好象擦了鞋油一样光亮，比他的脑袋还要亮。局长见到殷彩霞，色咪咪聊了很多不着边际的话。直到天黑了，校长指着另外一扇门对她说，跟我过来拿钱。当殷彩霞走进去的时候，她只看到了一张床，也就是在那张床上，她失去了她的第一次，确切地说，是局长夺走了她的第一次。 床单上留下了处子的血，那血，比挂在局长办公室墙上的国旗还要红。

殷彩霞没有哭，因为，在眼前浮现的是孩子们没有教室上课而可怜的望着她的眼神！ 她连夜步行回到家里，没有跟任何人说起她的屈辱。 第二天，村民们自发来到学校，买了些材料把简陋的教室重新搭建起来了。可遇到刮风下雨的日子，依然上不了课。殷彩霞几次跟孩子们说，县里不久将会来人给他们买砖头盖一所牢固的教室，在这半年里，校长去县城找了局长十几趟，一分钱没拿到。只有他知道局长对殷彩霞做了些什么，但他却无能为力。新学期开始了，很少人交得起学费，能够坚持来校上课的孩子越来越少了，他们都跟着父母放羊去了。殷彩霞内心感到了疼痛，为这些失学儿童而疼痛。

当殷彩霞知道孩子们的希望已经化为泡影的时候，她脱光了自己的衣服，对着镜子暗暗发誓将用自己的身体去实现孩子们的上学梦。在家乡她知道那些花枝招展回来过年的姐妹们都是在外做批肉生意的。她明白那是一条赚钱的捷径。她洗了个澡，告别了校长、告别的父亲，告别了那间千疮百孔的茅草棚，扎着两条麻花辫走向了繁华的大都市。临走的时候，父亲笑了，校长哭了......

繁华都市的五颜六色并没有给殷彩霞带来一丝兴奋，她眼里始终浮现的是那间低矮茅草棚搭建的教室和孩子们渴望的目光。她走进了一家发廊，躺在了肮脏的床上，经受了人生的第二次蹂躏。那天，她在日记本上写着：局长连个嫖客都不如。

殷彩霞是那帮姐妹里最节俭的女孩。她从来不化妆，也从来不穿那些性感的衣服，她总爱扎着麻花辫，但她的生意却总是最好的，她总是抢了其他妓女的饭碗，她也经常为此遭到妓女们的群殴。鼻青脸肿之后，她会走向另一家发廊，似乎只有在那粉色的灯光下她才可以看到希望。看着嫖客们一张张邪恶的嘴脸，她似乎看到了孩子们天真的笑容，但她从来就不曾因此而流泪，因为，她是个老师。

她将自己的收入除去生活费之后，全部寄给了校长。校长按照殷彩霞的意思将她寄回的一笔笔嫖资全都用于改善小学的教学条件上。有人问起那笔钱的来源，校长就说那是社会捐助的善款。

世上没有不透风的墙，有一天终于从邮局传来消息说那些钱是殷老师寄来的。当地媒体得知这一消息后纷纷试图采访殷彩霞，但都被她婉言谢绝了，因为，她是个妓女。

有钱了，学校变了，第一个月，买了黑板，修了屋顶。第二个月，有了木制的课桌与板凳。第三个月，所有的孩子都有了课本。第四个月，所有的孩子都有了红领巾。第五个月，已经没有孩子光着脚丫上课了。

第六个月，殷彩霞回来了。当孩子们看到她的时候，争先恐后地叫她“殷老师……殷老师回来了……殷老师好漂亮啊……”。看到孩子们激动的笑脸，殷彩霞哭了，这半年里，多少的委屈和泪水，在她眼里都那么的有价值。 在家呆了几天，殷老师又踏上了南下的路。

第七个月，有了操场。 第八个月，有了篮球。第九个月，有了新铅笔。 第十个月，学校有了自己的国旗，孩子们每天都能够在操场上看到国旗冉冉升起。 在第十一个月，一个房地产商坚持不用套，结果让殷老师意外怀孕了，打完胎后，殷老师成了房地产商的二奶。可那位包养她半年的房产商因为因近段时间深圳房价陡降而抛弃了她，一分钱没付。

殷彩霞终于疲倦了，她想回家，她想回到孩子们的身边，可她最大的梦想是为孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑，因为这个梦想还没实现，所以她只能回头去苦苦哀求那位房产商。房产商说没钱，但可以为她介绍一笔大生意，一老外，愿意出三千美元买她一夜。想到几年前的那阵大风，殷彩霞拖着疲惫的身躯爬上了老外的床。她发誓，过了那个晚上她就回到她久别的家乡，回到她久别的课堂。

可就在那个晚上，殷老师被三个外国人强X致死。死前她才刚过完自己21岁的生日。

殷老师死了，她没能完成她最后的夙愿，那就是给孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑 …… 一个妓女死了，悄无声息。深圳的天空还是那么蓝，官员们在豪华宴席上高谈阔论，道路上行驶的高级轿车散发着耀眼的光芒。兴奋的人们滔滔不绝地谈论着股票、房价和车市，还有电影、音乐和爱情。路边亲亲我我恋爱的小青年们为了一点小事要死要活。 ..........

可在此时，甘肃那个人们已经忘记了的小山村，正在举行只有学生、老师和数百位沉痛的村民的追悼会。 追悼会上，人们看到殷彩霞的一张黑白照片，照片里，她扎着两个麻花辫，笑得如此单纯。校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学… 校的国旗降了一半。 或许，这是中国历史上，第一个为一个伟大的妓女而降的国旗。

多好感言：从今以后，我再也不会歧视任何妓女，因为她们当中有一个殷彩霞。真诚希望大家多转载此文，贴满各个论坛和空间．让我们的父母官们看看，当他们在台上高谈阔论的时候，当他们在酒桌前恍酬交错的时候，当他们以权谋私的时候，当他们在台上学习三个代表的时候，多想想那个不是共产党员的殷彩霞和万千处于水深火热的穷苦百姓。彩霞在那个世界在用哀求的眼神望着我们。

殷彩霞虽然身为妓女，但她比谁都活得高尚，比谁都活得有尊严。在人心冷漠、肉欲横流之下，她给予孩子们的爱难道不是我们社会最可贵的“大爱”吗？ 殷彩霞带着未完成的遗憾离开了这个世界，作为生者，我们理当完成彩霞的遗志，在这个寒冷的冬天，多给千百万穷苦的人们、多给社会奉献我们的爱心和责任。奉献给大家这篇感人的故事，愿我们每个人都能够开心的生活，为社会多奉献点爱心。

fbma Mazing Race

2day i wan 2 upload my pic but...
i misplaced my cable la cant upload wor
sigh when i find it den upload???
yesterday fbma Mazing Race reli fun
1st stop at sentosa den 1st challenge is table setting
de first 5 group can go 1st others nid 2 wait for 15mins
i 'o ya be y a song' lose so i be de sporter
i nid 2 observed de setting n find de odd 1
den i told my others group member n they set
thought i didnt told them de right 1 so worry
but at de end we wher 1 of de group which can go 1st ^^

We rush from sentosa 2 city hall Balacalva
2nd challange so difficult we use lots of times wor
den 2 Raffles Place Far East Plaza
go Spinelle 2 make coffee
Botanic Garden find supplier n bargain w them
Sha Villa memorized event order
set table n clear all de things
at Sha Villa i nof feling so well
i even vomit wor~~~
but later feel better
after tat we rush back Sentosa again
at 1st we tought is Pahlawan Beach
but when we rush 2 ther we realised tat is de wrong beach
so we go 2 Siloso Beach
wow skyridding is fun~~~
den last clue is Images of Singapore
sooooooooo fun
we were de 2nd group which reach ther ^^

2 bad if lao gong group didnt lose their way
they can get number 3~~~
sigh but we had a nice nice buffet dinner
our class many ppl get lucky draw wor
so nice sia~~~ >_<
after tat some of us go n limteh
they r so fun we keep laughing
my joint soooooooo tired leh haha
i enjoy a lot n like it but muscle pain liao lor
i think in de future i should owes exercise
so i will hav de energy 2 run 4 whole day ma




~QI~

Sori 4 those who view my blog as i reli long time didnt blog
owes think of blogging but i am 2 lazy so~~~
reli paiseh paiseh ar
oso hav lots of pics wanna blog but feel troublesome leh
mayb will find a day den post all de pics up
recently reli lots of things happen
but...dun wanna care juz ignored
otherwise later more prob rite
but oso learn lots of things rite???

tis sem timetable not so gud leh
dun reli like it but wat 2 do???
we r juz students
tiny little student~~~
our job is....study study study

finish watching Gokusen 3 lor
quite ok but i still prefer Gokusen 1
as i think 1 is de best ^^
Fated me to love you reli nice
waiting 4 episode 19
faster faster cant wait lor
everyone pls support it reli super nice
Sat hav fun fun event
Mazing Race hope it reli nice
can exercise leh but i muz put on sunblock
as i dun wanna bcum nigloo~~~hehe




~QI~

Wow i reli long time didnt blog liao lor
haha coz reli lazy n didnt owes on9 ma
tis 2 week holiday i go back cbu
everyday eat n eat n eat
so i reli fat liao
hehe my dear's sis Jac bcum my foster sis lor ^^

Tis time go back owes eat wor
but oso hav go sing k w dear n her frens
den owes go limteh w frens
sometimes 1 nite got 2 dates wor
wahaha reli geng rite

so fast holiday finish liao
cum back again lor~~~
wow de day u cum back u noe who i saw
er jie fren's li mei jie leh
she oso work at sg wor so coincidence
had exchange num w her ^^

tis sem hav many new tutors teach us
wow Mr Frank Pang reli cool wor
like him leh~~~

i wan 2 cut my hair la!!!!!!!


~QI~