深海之恋

没人在乎

2012-01-27T08:35:00.000-08:00

我累了，反正在你们心目中我一无是处

我迷糊，‘天真’，小气外加粗鲁不温柔

我的存在对你们来说一点都无所谓

我没主见，就像是个娃娃一样

没有自己的思想

我该怎么做？？？消失嘛？？？

我真的累了，我不想戴再戴着面具了

我一点都不坚强，一点都不乐观

谁可以看到真正的我？？？

哈哈可笑，连我都不了解我自己

难怪你们会看不起我

我到底该怎么做？？？

谁可以教教我？？？

三十歲以前不要去在乎的29件事

2011-09-03T01:58:00.000-07:00

1.放棄
把握的反面就是放棄，選擇了一個機會，就等於放棄了其他所有的可能。當新的機會擺在面前的時候，敢於放棄已經獲得的一切，這不是功虧一簣，這不是半途而廢，這是為了謀求更大的發展空間；或者什麼都不為，只因為喜歡這樣做，因為，年輕就是最大的機會。人，只有在三十歲之前才會有這個膽量，有這個資本，有這個資格。

2.失戀
不是不在乎，是在乎不起。三十歲前最怕失去的不是已經擁有的東西，而是夢想。愛情如果只是一個過程，那麼正是這個年齡應當經歷的，如果要承擔結果，三十歲以後，可能會更有能力，更有資格。其實，三十歲之前我們要做的事情很多，稍縱即逝，過久地沉溺在已經乾涸的愛河的河床中，與這個年齡的生命節奏不合。

3.離婚
不是不在乎，是一切還來得及。一位三十八歲的女友與老公結婚十五年，冷戰十三年，終於分手。她說：「如果說後來不願意離婚是為了孩子，那他第一次提出離婚我沒有同意，現在想來真不知道為什麼。如果那個時候早分手，我的生活絕不會是今天這個樣子。現在再重新開始，總覺得一切都晚了。

4.漂泊
漂泊不是一種不幸，而是一種資格。趁著沒有家室拖累，趁著身體健康，此時不飄何時飄？當然，漂泊的不一定是身體，也許只是幻想和夢境。新世紀的時尚領袖是飄一代，渴望漂泊的人惟一不飄的是那顆心。

5.失業
三十歲以前就嘗到失業的滋味當然是一件不幸的事，但不一定是壞事。三十歲之前就過早地固定在一個職業上終此一生也許才是最大的不幸。失業也許讓你想起埋藏很久而塵封的夢想，也許會喚醒連你自己都從未知道的潛能。也許你本來就沒什麼夢想，這時候也會逼著你去做夢。

6.時尚
不要追趕時尚。按說青年人應該是最時尚的，但是獨立思考和個性生活更重要。在這個物質社會，其實對時尚的追求早已經成為對金錢的追求。今天，時尚是物欲和世俗的同義語。

7.格調
這是小資的東西，「小資」這個詞在今天又二度流行，追求格調就是他們的專利。小資們說，有格調要滿足四大要件：智慧、素養、自信和金錢。格調就是把「高尚」理解成穿著、氣質、愛好的品味和室內裝潢。也就是大老粗只會表現談吐的庸俗，「小資」們已經有能力庸俗他們的心靈了。主流觀念倒不是非要另類，另類已經成為年輕人觀念的主流了，在今天，老土倒顯得另類。關鍵是當今社會是一個創造觀念的時代，而不是一個固守陳舊觀念的時代。

8.評價
我們最不應該做出的犧牲就是因為別人的評價而改變自我，因為那些對你指手畫腳的人自己也不知道他們遵從的規則是什麼。千萬不要只遵從規矩做事，規矩還在創造之中，要根據自己的判斷做每一件事，雖然這樣會麻煩一點。

9.幼稚
不要怕人說我們幼稚，這正說明你還年輕，還充滿活力。「成熟」是個嚇人的詞兒，也是個害人的詞兒。成熟和幼稚是對一個人最大而無當、最不負責任、最沒用的概括。不信，到哪天你被生活壓得老氣橫秋，暮氣沉沉的時候，人們一定會說你成熟了，你就會知道「成熟」是個什麼東西。

10.不適應
在一首搖滾歌詞中，有這麼一句：「這個城市改變了我，這個城市不需要我。」不要盲目地適應你生存的環境，因為很可能這環境自身已經不適應這個社會的發展了。

11.失敗
我的老師曾經跟我說，一個人起碼要在感情上失戀一次，在事業上失敗一次，在選擇上失誤一次，才能長大。不要說失敗是成功之母那樣的老話，失敗來得越早越好，要是三十歲，四十歲之後再經歷失敗，有些事，很可能就來不及了。

12.錯誤
這是年輕人的專利。

13.淺薄
如果每看一次《鐵達尼號》就流一次眼淚，每看一次《大話西遊》就笑得直不起腰，就會有人笑你淺薄。其實那只能說明你的神經依舊非常敏銳，對哪怕非常微弱的刺激都會迅速做出適應的反應；等你的感覺遲鈍了，人們就會說你深沉了。

14.明星
不是不必在乎，是不能在乎。明星在商品社會是一種消費品，花了錢，聽了歌，看了電影，明星們的表現再好，不過是物超所值而己，也不值得崇拜呀？就像你在地攤上花五十塊錢買的裙子，
別人都猜是八百塊錢買的，物超所值了吧？你就崇拜上這身裙子了？

15.代價
不是不計代價，而是要明白做任何事都要付出代價。對我們這個年齡的人來說，絕不是一句廢話。否則，要到三十歲的時候才會明白自己曾經付出了多少代價，卻不明白為什麼付出，更不明白自己得到了多少，得到什麼。

16.孤獨
這是為自由付出的代價。

17.失意
包括感情上的，事業上的，也許僅僅是今天花了冤枉錢沒買到可心的東西，朋友家高朋滿座自己卻插不上一句話。過分在乎失意的感受不是拿命運的捉弄來捉弄自己，就是拿別人的錯誤來懲罰自己。

18.缺陷
也許你個子矮，也許你長得不好看，也許你的嗓音像唐老鴨……那麼你的優勢就是你不會被自己表面的淺薄的亮點所耽擱，少花一些時間，少走一些彎，直接發現你內在的優勢，直接挖掘自己深層的潛能。

19.誤會
如果出於惡意，那麼解釋也沒有用；如果出於善意，就不需要解釋。專門說到「誤會」倒不是因為一個人在三十歲之前被人誤會的時候更多，而是這個年齡的人想不開的時候更多。

20.謠言
這是一種傳染病，沈默是最好的疫苗。除非你能找出傳染源，否則解釋恰恰會成為病毒傳播最理想的條件。

21.瘋狂
這是年輕人最好的心理調適，只能說明你精力旺盛，身心健康。說你「瘋狂」是某些生活壓抑、心力交瘁的中老年人惡意的評價，他們就像一部年久修的機器，最需要調適，但只能微調，一次大修就會讓他們完全報廢。

22.穩定
三十歲之前就在乎穩定的生活，那只有兩種可能，要麼就是中了彩票，要麼就是未老先衰。

23.壓力
中年人能夠承受多大壓力檢驗的是他的韌性；年輕人能承受多大壓力，煥發的是他的潛能。

24.出國
也許是個機會，也許是個陷阱。除非從考大學的那一刻你就抱著這個目標，否則，對待出國的態度應該像對待愛情一樣，努力爭取，成敗隨緣。

25.薪水
只是給人打工，薪水再高也高不到哪兒去。所以在三十歲之前，機會遠比金錢重要，事業遠比金錢重要，將來遠比金錢重要。對大多數人來說，三十歲之前幹事業的首要目標絕不是掙錢，而是掙未來。

26.存款
這倒不一定是因為我們錢少，年輕人現在誰都知道錢是有生命的。機會這麼多，條件這麼好，可以拿錢去按揭，做今天的事，花明天的錢；也可以拿錢去投資，拿錢去「充電」。錢只有在它流通的過程中才是錢，否則只是一疊世界上質量最好的廢紙。

27.房子
除非你買房子是為了升值，要麼就是你結婚了。我有個同學，家在外地，大學畢業之後，單位沒有宿舍，家裡就給他買了一套房子。他曾經有過去北京工作的機會，但是他覺得剛買了房子就離開這座城市說不過去，就放棄了。到現在他工作穩定，但一事無成。唯一的成就就是結婚了，並且有了孩子，因為他覺得不該讓這房子永遠空著，所以房子變成了家。房子是都市生活的寓言，這個寓言不應該過早的和我們相關。

28.年齡
女孩子一過二十五就開始隱瞞自己的年齡，其實大可不必。現在青年期都延遲到四十五歲了，二十五又算得了什麼呢？

29.在乎
這是一種拿不起、放不下的心態，它的反面不是放棄，而是天馬行空，自由自在，永遠保持革命樂觀主義的精神。

有些英文不要不懂装懂~~~呵呵

2011-05-09T21:24:00.000-07:00

’ sporting house 妓院（不是"體育室"） -

’ dead president 美鈔（上印有總統頭像）（並非"死了的總統"） -

’ lover 情人（不是"愛人"）

’ busboy 餐館勤雜工（不是"公汽售票員"）

’ busybody 愛管閑事的人（不是"大忙人"）

’ dry goods （美）紡織品；（英）谷物（不是"干貨"）

’ heartman 換心人（不是"有心人"） -

’ mad doctor 精神病科醫生（不是"發瘋的醫生"）’

’ eleventh hour 最后時刻（不是"十一點"） -

’ blind date （由第三者安排的）男女初次會面（並非"盲目約會"或"瞎約會"） -

’ personal remark 人身攻擊（不是"個人評論"） -

’ sweet water 淡水（不是"糖水"或"甜水"） -

’ confidence man 騙子（不是"信得過的人"） -

’ criminal lawyer 刑事律師（不是"犯罪的律師"） -

’ service station 加油站（不是"服務站"） -

’ rest room 廁所（不是"休息室"） -

’ dressing room 化妝室（不是"試衣室"或"更衣室"） -

’ horse sense 常識（不是"馬的感覺"） -

’ capital idea 好主意（不是"資本主義思想"） -

’ familiar talk 庸俗的交談（不是"熟悉的談話"）

’ black tea 紅茶（不是"黑茶"） -

’ black art 妖術（不是"黑色藝術"） -

’ black stranger 完全陌生的人（不是"陌生的黑人"） -

’ white coal （作動力來源用的）水（不是"白煤"） -

’ white man 忠實可靠的人（不是"皮膚白的人"） -

’ yellow book 黃皮書（法國政府報告書，以黃紙爲封）（不是"黃色書籍"） -

’ red tape 官僚習氣（不是"紅色帶子"） -

’ green hand 新手（不是"綠手"） -

’ blue stocking 女學者、女才子（不是"藍色長統襪"） -

’ China policy 對華政策（不是"中國政策"） -

’ Chinese dragon 麒麟（不是"中國龍"） -

’ American beauty 一種玫瑰，名爲"美國麗人"（不是"美國美女"） -

’ English disease 軟骨病（不是"英國病"） -

’ Indian summer 愉快甯靜的晚年（不是"印度的夏日"） -

’ Greek gift 害人的禮品（不是"希臘禮物"） -

’ Spanish athlete 吹牛的人（不是"西班牙運動員"） -

’ French chalk 滑石粉（不是"法國粉筆"） -

’ pull one’s leg 開玩笑（不是"拉后腿"） -

’ in one’s birthday suit 赤身裸體（不是"穿著生日禮服"） -

’ eat one’s words 收回前言（不是"食言"） -

’ an apple of love 西紅柿（不是"愛情之果"） -

’ handwriting on the wall 不祥之兆（不是"大字報"） -

’ bring down the house 博得全場喝彩（不是"推倒房子"） -

’ have a fit 勃然大怒（不是"試穿"） -

’ make one’s hair stand on end 令人毛骨悚然—恐懼（不是"令人發指——氣憤"） -

’ be taken in 受騙，上當（不是"被接納"） -

’ think a great deal of oneself 高看或看重自己（不是"爲自己想得很多"） -

’ pull up one’s socks 鼓起勇氣（不是"提上襪子"） -

’ have the heart to do （用于否定句）忍心做......不是"有心做"或"有意做"） -

’ What a shame! 多可惜！真遺憾！（不是"多可恥"） -

’ You don’t say! 是嗎！（不是"你別說"） -

’ You can say that again! 說得好！（不是"你可以再說一遍"） -

’ I haven’t slept better. 我睡得好極了。（不是"我從未睡過好覺"） -

’ You can’t be too careful in your work. 你工作越仔細越好。（不是"你工作不能太仔細"） -

’ It has been 4 years since I smoked. 我戒煙４年了。（不是"我抽煙4年了"） -

’ All his friends did not turn up. 他的朋友沒全到。（不是"他的朋友全沒到"） -

’ People will be long forgetting her. 人們在很長時間內會記住她的。（不是"人們會永遠忘記她"） -

’ He was only too pleased to let them go. 他很樂意讓他們走。（不是"他太高興了，不願讓他們走"） -

’ It can’t be less interesting. 它無聊極了。（不是"它不可能沒有趣"）

Sign of growing up

2011-04-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

人終要長大的。

換言之塿塺，是自己慢慢學著長大。

在人生的道上一步一個腳印，或深或淺記錄著蕓蕓眾生成長的深度。

成長越慢的人往往受得傷就會越多漵滫漬漃，
面對種種傷痕我們要做的不僅僅是承受，更多的是要感恩。

感謝那些讓你受傷的事情肇膉膌膏，忘記那些讓你受傷的人，傷害也許是無意的鉿鉺銦銗，成長卻是必須的。

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一，當你發現自己不再盲目的喜歡跟風似的和一群人混在一起，
開始尊重自己的意願做自己需要做的事情，
開始安排自己的種種計劃，規劃自己的方向，自己的獨處也變得充滿意義。
　
二，當你面對很多選擇時，不再猶豫不定，
腦中會很快得閃過三個以上選擇某種選項的必要原因。
有了自己獨立的思想，開始學著鎮定理性得思考問題。
　　
三，當你開始覺得時間明顯得不夠用，漸漸的覺得睡懶覺，
逛街等是相當浪費時間金錢的事情，思想與行動上的時間概念達成了一致，
合理的安排時間，充實的生活會把自己帶入一個更喜歡的世界。
　　
四，當你在上網或閱讀時，會把側重點從一味的關註娛樂雜談轉移到新聞國事，
經濟發展趨勢的版圖，娛樂雜談永遠是用來開懷大笑的，
而新聞國事則是提高個人認知程度關心國家發展以及愛國的表現，
開放的心靈開放的國度，互通有無，共同進步，閉關鎖國萬萬不得已，
經濟發展趨勢往往會影響人們囊中銀子的分量。
　　
五，當你在飲食習慣上越來越重視食物的質量，養生之道的念頭闖入腦海，
學著堅持吃早餐，每天堅持鍛煉身體。俗話說得好，留在青山在，不怕沒柴燒。
　　
六，當你再次被人問到愛情，友情，親情三者的分量時。
首先想到的應該是家中的媽媽，血濃於水是千古不變的真理。
　　
七，當你再遇到不順心的事情時不再是用哭鬧來解決問題，
眼淚能沖刷的永遠是面容，能改變現狀的只有行動。
　　
八，重視自己的朋友，愛人。因為這些人不是總會存在你的生命中的，
也許在不輕易間就物是人非了。在他們面前你無需作假，
天真無瑕的自己在這個大千世界裏是為他們上演的。切忌不要忘了真誠。
　
九，讓自己快樂，讓周圍的人快樂。絕對比金錢有價值。
　　
十，在面對得與失，去與留的問題上，大度與開懷會讓復雜的事情變得簡單，
簡單的事情變得富有意義。
　　
十一，任何時候不要與老人與小孩子計較，生命的開始是無知的，生命的完結應該快樂的。
　　
十二，學著尊重每個人每個生物，就如向日葵喜歡面對太陽才會微笑。
　　
十三，心態，健全平和的心態是始終貫穿成功之路的籌碼。
正確地樹立前進的目標，讓生活目標而不是在沈重氛圍的度過，
記住，任何時候都不要把自己搞得太累，生活的價值就完全失去了。
　　
十四，自信的生活，開心的笑，成功與快樂並駕齊驅。不以物喜，不以己悲。
　　
十五，淡忘仇恨，春暖花開。心有多大，舞臺就有多大。

Me???

2011-04-22T07:02:00.001-07:00

才储分析：您的性格类型倾向为“ ENFP ”(外向直觉情感知觉)

热情洋溢、富有想象力。认为生活是充满很多可能性。

能很快地将事情和信息联系起来，然后很自信地根据自己的判断解决问题。

很需要别人的肯定，又乐于欣赏和支持别人。

灵活、自然不做作，有很强的即兴发挥的能力，言语流畅。

ENFP型的人充满热情和新思想。

他们乐观、自然、富有创造性和自信，具有独创性的思想和对可能性的强烈感受。

对于 ENFP型的人来说，生活是激动人生的戏剧。

ENFP型的人对可能性很感兴趣，所以他们了解所有事物中的深远意义。

他们具有洞察力，是热情的观察者，注意常规以外的任何事物。

ENFP型的人好奇，喜欢理解而不是判断。

ENFP型的人具有想象力、适应性和可变性，他们视灵感高于一切，常常是足智多谋的发明人。

ENFP型的人不墨守成规，善于发现做事情的新方法，为思想或行为开辟新道路，并保持它们的开放。

在完成新颖想法的过程中，ENFP型的人依赖冲动的能量。

他们有大量的主动性，认为问题令人兴奋。

他们也从周围其他人中得到能量，把自己的才能与别人的力量成功地结合在一起。

ENFP型的人具有魅力、充满生机。

他们待人热情、彬彬有礼、富有同情心，愿意帮助别人解决问题。

他们具有出色的洞察力和观察力，常常关心他人的发展。

ENFP型的人避免冲突，喜欢和睦。

他们把更多的精力倾注于维持个人关系而不是客观事物，喜欢保持一种广泛的关系。

您适合的领域有：未有明显的限定领域

您适合的职业有：（该类型存在的盲点和发展建议见MBTI第二步分析）

· 人力资源经理
· 变革管理顾问
· 营销经理
· 企业／团队培训师
· 广告客户经理
· 战略规划人员
· 宣传人员
· 事业发展顾问
· 环保律师
· 研究助理
· 播音员
· 开发总裁
· 广告创意
· 广告撰稿人
· 市场营销和宣传策划
· 市场调研人员
· 公关专家
· 公司对外发言人
· 儿童教育老师
· 大学老师（人文类）
· 心理学工作者
· 心理辅导和咨询人员
· 职业规划顾问
· 社会工作者
· 演讲家
· 记者（访谈类）
· 节目策划和主持人
· 专栏作家
· 剧作家
· 设计师
· 卡通制作者
· 电影、电视制片人

问问自己：我怎样才能更好地服务于人类？回答这个问题并付诸实践。

发现你独一无二的天赋，用它来为人类服务，你可以创造出自己所需要的所有财富。

当你富有创造里的语言与你的同胞们发生共鸣时，财富就会自动涌现，由潜在的变为实际的，由精神领域的变为物质领域的。

--------------- 迪帕克

无助-ing

2011-04-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

当我觉得失落时，没有人在身边的感觉然我觉得好无助

我知道你们也是关心我，所以才会一直问

我也知道我这么大了还看不到自己未来的路很逊。。。

我真的有在想的。。。真的很抱歉。。。

我也知道自己总是让你们烦恼，很没用吧。。。

我也想勇敢点，醒目点，让你们以我为荣的

我到底该怎么做，谁可以帮帮我？？？我想应该没有吧。。。

前路茫茫，我该何去何从？

我哭累了，我知道哭并不能解决问题

但我却控制不住，人家说想哭时望着天空都是骗人的

是不是我上辈子好事做得不够多，这辈子才那么逊啊？？？

希望会有海阔天空的一天吧。。。

加油，你行的。。。

是不是等我离开了，你才会感动？

2011-03-06T15:37:00.000-08:00

吃醋是因为我喜欢你，

　　生气是因为我在乎你，

　　发呆是因为我想你，

　　伤只是因为我不想失去你

　　某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会不会难过？

　　某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待？

　　某一天，你的短信收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？

　　某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落？

　　如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。

　　某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。

　　某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。

　　如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该出现在你的生活中，我只该做一个默默爱你的人，默默等你的人，默默想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了没有？

　　是不是等我离开了，你才会感动？亲爱的：这是为你转的最后一篇日志！难道这就是你要给我的幸福麽？我不接受，却狠在乎。除了哦，我没有任何理由说我曾感染过幸福。谢谢你曾让我幸福过

23rd yrs old bday~~~

2011-03-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

真的老了，现在生日也不会太兴奋了。。。

不过就是老了一岁嘛。。。看来心境真的老了。。。哈哈

不过呢，很感谢大家的祝福，尤其是我亲爱的芊芊dear dear

我看到你的blog咯，好感动。。。你很坏耶然我哭了。。。

好想你耶，超想你的，不知不觉都当了13年的好友了，好快哦。。。

很高兴听到你家阿叻对你很好，他敢欺负你尽管告诉我，我把他扁成猪头！！！ xp

我呢也不要求什么，只希望身边的人能够快快乐乐，平平安安

最好是世界和平啦。。。哈哈哈

不好意识哪，本人今天有点太兴奋了~~~

尤其今天还接到两通然我很感动的电话。。。

没想到你们回打给我呢，尤其第一通，本人真的真的很感动哦~~~

好啦，就这样咯~~~

我要去和周公约会了，晚安啦~~~ ^^

LOVE

2011-02-23T15:02:00.000-08:00

所有的“我开玩笑的”都一定带着一点点认真；所有的“我不懂”其实还是有一点懂；每一次“我不在乎”背后都有一点点在乎，每一次“我没事”背后都还是有那么一点伤痛。

有些人永远都不会知道，他的一句话，我会记得很久；他的一个不以为然的承诺，我却苦苦守侯。之后，再经过时间而改变，而变淡，渐渐的，淡忘了。那种前一秒，还怀着满心期望，象被推上高高的天空；然后下一秒，满心的失望，象从高空狠狠坠落。

让女人念念不忘的是感情，让男人念念不忘的是感觉。感情随着时间沉淀，感觉随着时间消失。终其是不同的物种，所以，谁又能明白谁的深爱，谁又能理解谁的离开。

法源寺中智法师说：你悟或者不悟，道就在那里，不悲不喜。你修或者不修，烦恼就在那里，不来不去。你明或者无明，难题就在那里，不增不减。你观或者不观，无常就在那里，不舍不弃。——来觉悟的怀里，或者让觉悟住进心里，默然相契，清寂欢喜。

从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你，爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。------ 再也不要太在意一些人，太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这个世界就是这样：往往在最在乎的事物面前，我们最没有价值。

有时候，这个世界很大很大，大到我们一辈子都没有机会遇见。有时候，这个世界又很小很小，小到一抬头就看见了你的笑脸。所以，在遇见时，请一定要感激；相爱时，请一定要珍惜；转身时，请一定要优雅；挥别时，请一定要微笑。

不是每个人你都愿意等待，也不是所有人都值得你去等待；一句我等你，包含了很多的无奈、心酸、苦涩；或许是爱不到，或许是不能爱，不论怎样，我等你这个承诺，远比我爱你更动听。

女人其实很简单，她们会不顾一切的追求幸福，不在乎未来怎样，不在乎流言蜚语，不在乎名誉地位，不在乎异样眼神；女人其实很简单，会在失恋时抱头痛哭，会放下骄傲乞求男人回头，会痴痴等待，会幻想和他还能走到一起；女人其实很简单，给她们想要的就会可爱的笑，会肆无忌惮的展示自己的幸福。

太爱一个人，你会太在乎他/她跟谁在一起，心里是否有你；太爱一个人，你会刚说再见却又心生思念；太爱一个人，你会因为他/她的温柔而满怀甜蜜，更会因为他/她的冷漠而郁郁寡欢；太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他/她，慢慢地他/她习惯于这种纵容，无视你为他/她的付出，甚至会觉得你很烦。

别让双鱼伤心

2011-02-22T01:31:00.000-08:00

双鱼是多情

但也专情

双鱼多情但最终心里只为一个人付出

双鱼无法对几个人同时付出真心!

双鱼是有韧性的

即使被伤了很多次

依然固执的认为

真诚一定能换来真心

但迎来的只是直接的打击

双鱼搞不懂为什么会如此

双鱼其实不怕拒绝

但最怕冷漠的拒绝

如果被拒绝那么就彻底些

双鱼会默默的惦记对方

即使对方回应少的可怜

双鱼也会放下身价

主动发个短信打个电话

但往往得到的是冷漠的回应

双鱼一直在挣扎

因为真心喜欢

把自己逼到了悬崖边

双鱼想通了

真诚的心变成了灰色

热情的态度变的冰冷

让双鱼放弃不容易

但让你认为可以挽回看起来没脾气的双鱼

那你就大错特错了

如果说白羊女的冷漠

狮子座的冷漠是冰山

那双鱼的冷漠就是北极上万年的冰层

所以太多人搞不懂

为什么双鱼会突然变成一个人

那么冷漠

其实双鱼也搞不懂

为什么没有人敢接受自己的爱情

双鱼就是这么固执

爱了就要有回报

爱了就要YES OR NO

给我希望

却时刻让我绝望

再有韧性的双鱼

也会在这种打击下无情的离开!

为什么温柔的双鱼就这么走了

我只能笑笑....

为什么一开始就不珍惜呢

怪谁呢!

一个冷漠的双鱼

会远离任何与你有关的事情

你的眼泪

你的热情

你的挽回

物及必反在双鱼身上会得到完美的体现

有太多说人反感双鱼的墨迹和多想

如果不爱你如果不喜欢你..

双鱼真懒的对自己不感兴趣的人墨迹

这也是为什么

一方面双鱼挺能说的

一方面双鱼却很少有朋友

人际圈也很窄

这也是双鱼冷漠态度的另一面!

双鱼觉得没什么

朋友不在多少

在于真诚

双鱼不会像白羊那样和一群朋友打成一片

因为太累

因为对所有人真诚本是不可能的事

因为双鱼太讨厌虚伪!

12星座的结束

意味着轮回

双鱼有时候的心态真就像个老人

因为懂的太多

所以打心里不想伤害对方

但再慈祥的老人也有不满的时候!

双鱼永远也无法拒绝一个爱听自己墨迹

看着自己的双眼顽皮着微笑的老公

因为在双鱼来看

诉说是重视

倾听是尊重!

让双鱼专心对你太容易

只需要向双鱼诉说你的心事与不开心

同时倾听双鱼的喋喋不修就可以了

难道双鱼的墨迹就这么让你厌烦么!!

别忘记了双鱼的墨迹蕴涵着许多用的找的道理!

双鱼的墨迹和忽悠完全是两回事!

一个轮回往往会忘记前生的所有

一旦双鱼爱的人让自己心灰意冷

绝对轮回

那么你就失去一个拥有一生幸福与被爱的机会!

别尝试让双鱼冷漠!

除非你真的不在乎

不然你的冷漠只能被双鱼加倍奉还

不留余地

不留情面!

敲破白羊女狮子女天平女的冰层不难

但如果让双鱼对你的心冰封

那纵然用三味真火也无济于事!

彷徨

2011-02-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

明知道这样是不对的，但却控制不了

明知道什么选择才是对的，却下不了决心。。。

该怎么办呢？

现在才知道，我并不是个可以说到做到的人

意志也不够坚定，对自己很失望。。。

没人帮得了我，因为这是我自己的人生

其实并不想把自己的快乐建在别人的痛苦上

我也不想伤害任何人。。。

真的好彷徨啊。。。

有时也好气好气自己。。。讨厌啦。。。

对不起，我真的很坏耶。。。

Finally I had made my decision~~~

2010-12-26T09:26:00.000-08:00

我终于决定了。。。
我要过去纽西兰养羊和摘水果~~~
哈哈开玩笑啦。我呢是决定去那里上个短期课程，顺便想想degree想读什么。。。
说来有点失败，我不懂自己真正想要什么
或了那么久却对未来那么茫然，彷徨啊！！！

只能走一步是一步了，俗话说船到桥头自然直嘛。。。希望真的是这样啦
最好呢还能学会独立些，别再让人看不起了
但会有点舍不得呢，怎么说也在这里三年多了嘛。。。
东西也是多到。。。不知道要怎么处理它们了~~~烦哪烦哪

其实有点内疚的，亏FOM那么看得起我，信任我
但我呢就快要丢信走人，好像很坏厚。。。但我也没办法嘛
请原谅我，也希望你们能谅解~~~
GOMENE~~~

其实我很幸福

2010-11-24T19:52:00.000-08:00

其实该知足了，因为我有很多很多真心对我好的朋友。。。

每当我不开心时，你们都会听我发唠叨

单身又怎么样，我一个人还是可以过得很好

至少我的心还是为我自己跳动，我不需要为另一个人牵肠挂肚

我的心情也不会因另一个人而起伏不定

所以别为我担心了~~~

现在感觉我的生活只剩工作和睡觉，很累很累

也不是特别喜欢我的工作。。。就先拖着吧

还没决定好我的下一步该怎么走，其实觉得很迷失

我该怎么做呢。。。好lost啊！！！

很伤心，我的dear dear 要嫁人了，但我却回不去

其实很想回的，我们是十二年的好朋友了

但她人生中的大事我却不能参与

我要哭了啦！！！好想好想你哦

你要幸福哦！！！

如果阿叻欺负你你就告诉我

我会帮你打扁他的！！！

P.S：想家了。。。我要回家啦！！！！！

Pls save the poor strayed dog

2009-11-01T02:57:00.001-08:00

About 300 stray dogs were rounded upby Pulau Ketam residents and deported to an isolated island to fend for themselves.Over half of them are already dead and theremaining ones may not live long. A rescuemission is being mounted and your help is needed.Please read the full story here rUpdates here
The residents of Pulau Ketam sent some 300 stray dogs to exile on a remote island where the harsh conditions almost certainly guarantee a horrible death. Of the 300 dogs sent there, more than three-quarters are presumed to be already dead. I traveled to the island with Sabrina Yeap of Furry Friends Farm and managed to save only one dog on this reconnaissance trip. We did see several other starving and dying dogs along the mangrove shore. I am mounting an urgent rescue mission to capture and transport the remaining survivors back to Sabrina's Furry Friends Farm animal shelter. But time is running out and there might be only skeletons and carcasses left to collect on our next trip. Boat hire is expensive there. It is a tourist area and it has already cost me a few hundred ringgit for boat hire alone, so far. The rescued dogs cannot be transported on the regular ferries. Almost nobody will lift a finger to help without a fee. This is understandable. The locals are already shaking their heads in disbelief that there are outsiders who want to save the animals they so casually discarded. Instead of pointing fingers and antagonising them, we need their co-operation to help save the unfortunate creatures. In the process, we also hope to educate the islanders on better treatment of animals. It would be an impossible mission if we didn't win their hearts. To help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue (this page) We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers. Thank you and don't forget to view the pictures of the dogs in order to appreciate their plight.TV Smith 3rd May 2009 PS: You can follow the progress of the rescue via updates here

Lonely valentine???

2009-02-14T18:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was valentine day
i woke up early in the morning...take 11/2 train to Tampines
why???to interview a manager for our POM project
sigh....after that i took 11/2 train again back home
afternoon Siong called nme and chatted with me
we chat for 1 hr sth
he seems like not feeling so happy~~~
Siong cheer up lor~~~
later i go to uncle house...
saw many people carrying flower wor
so sweet...so nice...
wahahahah i really xiao liao

Sob sob poor me didnt receive any flower or choc...
mm....actually cant really say like that
at least still got receive some 'yi li qiao ke li'.....
wahahaha really sound kolian right~~~
never mind la single also not too bad ma...
dan sheng you dan sheng de hao~~~
haiz haiz haiz...

~QI~

21st...here i come!!!

2009-02-06T23:21:00.000-08:00

My nong li bday coming
after that is yang li bday
sigh going 21st liao,getting older and older
sob sob i dont want la
later very very fast become 30th
then 40th...
argggggggggggggg!!!

one day Yanxi and i too bored
so we calculated if we can live till 65th years old
only about 23740 days
i say that maybe we can live till 80th years old
then will have 31045 days
actually not a lots right
but we always wasting our times
like me lor i feel like i always spending my time sleeping
or doing nothings....
or even doing things that are not really importand or necessary
haiz....cherish the time
cherish my life...
although sometime will think of it but did i really do it???
hahaha must try harder lor~~~
gambade neh~~~~~

~QI~

Dear,这篇是为你而写的哦 ^^

2009-02-06T22:03:00.000-08:00

TO: Dear

Dear你也是我最好最好的朋友
所以有不开心都要告诉我哦
有人欺负你也要告诉我
我帮你扁那个人
哈哈哈。。。
其实啊每次看你的部落格我都会很感动的
因为你很常都会提到我呢~~~

那个围巾我本来是要选紫色的
后来看到红色当然换咯
因为红色才是你的最爱嘛~~~呵呵
本来没看到红色的
后来看到最后两个挂在那边我就问店员有没有的买
呵呵。。。觉得自己很勇敢喔~~~

好想念你们咯。。。
dear dear你好幸福哦
能常常和尧爸爸与nick一起去喝茶
我回到这又继续当宅女了。。。哈哈

记得你说的哦
围上那围巾时要想起我哦
哈哈我厉害叻知道用这招让你想我
哇哈哈哈哈~~~好佩服我自己哦
不知道下一次要到什么时候才可以看到你叻
希望越快越好呢
想你想你想你

你的部落格改得好可爱
什么时候也帮我弄呢？？？哈哈
你真得很努力耶，反观我真得很懒得po
佩服佩服那~~~

Pieces woman

2009-02-06T21:27:00.000-08:00

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman.

She loves small animal and is gifted in training animals. She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She cannot tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own clothes. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them.

She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to overpower any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character .You may think she is a shy innocent type and cannot hurt anyone , then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out. She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn.

She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her. Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

Mm...how true is it???i also dont know wor~~~haha

~QI~

回母校篇之搞笑三人组

2009-01-20T23:14:00.000-08:00

贪吃的我~~~

123，木头人？？？

白痴二人组！！！

飞镖？？？

我们被老师罚了。。。我知错了，以后一定乖乖听话~~~

凡走过必留下美美的鞋！！！

怪牛。。。

最新品种的麋鹿。。。

妈妈，那是什么？？？

母校，我们回来啦~~~

柱子有头？？？

爸爸带女儿？？？

像不像姐妹啊？？？

回新加坡前，我,dear and yao回小学母校

学校变了好多哦，便美了呢

我们三个是小学同学

不错吧，到现在都还在联络呢

我和dear还是好朋友呢

很开心我每次心情不好时都有她陪我

我们是永远的好姐妹哦

这次终于有很多与她的合照了

因为之前我们都在不同的地方嘛

所以这次拍了很多傻傻的照片

很搞笑吧~~~哈哈

这会是一个很棒的回忆~~~

~QI~

Idiot pics???

2009-01-20T23:12:00.001-08:00

No leng zai in my bag wor then what am i doing leh???

Who this this idiot xia???

Pretty Tian and me

These pics taken by Tian

she look quite pretty right~~~

hehehehehe

~QI~

Last Sem lor

2009-01-20T23:02:00.000-08:00

Last sem part II~~~
we can wear our own clothes lor
but still have so limitation
haha too bad we can only wear for 3 months
recently we need to write resume
cause going to attachment lor
xian la how to write wor~~~
so difficult la~~~

New Year coming~~~but dont have the feeling wor
why leh???
mm.....need to tidy up our house liao
otherwise when mum come ar..
haha she will say ah bu what happen why so messy???
wahahahaha~~~
so gambade lor still got several days to go wor wahhhaha

~QI~

6月17日

2009-01-12T07:58:00.000-08:00

忽然想起这日子
我还记得这日子哦。。。
他，记得吗？？？
不知不觉快两年了，真的好快哦
忘了吗？我还没哦
再给我一些时间吧~~~
我相信我可以做到的
我并不像造成任何人的困扰
但有时真得很想知道你在想什么
向前看吧~~~
快乐些吧~~~加油咯

昨天真得很快乐
谢谢你哦~~~
谢谢你陪我，还包容了我的任性
哈哈。。。至少是个很好的回忆
真的~~~

~QI~

My holiday

2009-01-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

I think this is my last long holiday liao
during attachment maybe hardly can come back
but time passed quickly...
my holiday going to finish but i feel like i had done nothing for my holiday
after come back from Kuching mum sick

Before that i plan to go Kuching again before i go back Sg
i wanna help aunt make new year sweet and biscuit
i wanna go out with friends which i havent seen for long long time
but now....sigh i think i hardly can fulfill all these things liao
cause mum hospitalised and i dont know when she can discharged
i had to stay at hospital to accompany her
this is the 7th day...
hospital is really a super duper boring place
thanks to my dear(qian) and yao
this few days come and accompany me
otherwise i will bored till death gua haha
glad to have you two as my best friends~~~

Luckily i still manage to countdown for a new year
i go The Queen with my bro and friends
vodka plus 7 up quite nice to drink
too bad i am not a good drinker
haha i felt sleepy after i drank several glasses
maybe i should train myself~~~

Heard that two of them together liao
quite hard to believe but actually also not so suprised liao
i should know it at first
idiot me...why am i so stupid
dont think too muchas they will not felt sorry
just ignored them~~~hack care
mind my own business and protect myself for being hurt is the most important things la
try to forget all unhappy things and person
gambadeh yo~~~

~QI~

Back to my hometown lor

2008-12-14T19:37:00.000-08:00

So happy...finally i finish all the exam
13 dec go to novena to eat japanese sushi with my uncle whole family
after reaching homw i pack my luggage
actually i start to pack some several days ago
wow so happy wor
even cant concentrate on study for my exam

like long time didnt blog lor
got some pics but lazy to upload
haha still see when i got the mood to upload la
sound like i am really really a lazy bone
wahaha dont scold me ar~~~

keep saying i want to keep fit but i still eat a lot
before go back i eat a lot of japanese food
then last night we go to eat shabu shabu
like this how can i slim down wor
do not put on weight should smile lor
sigh....
so i must go and do exercise~~~
gambade neh dont wanna be a pig
later people will laugh at me wor
already so short yet still so fat
sob sob i will cry and cry
then sibu will flooded with water
nonono is flooded with my tears~~~
recently not really in good mood
haiz cheer up bah

~QI~

Happy not happy???

2008-12-04T09:18:00.000-08:00

Recently something affecting my mood
sigh dont fel like want to mention it here
should cheer up...
be more confidence la
dont let small matter affecting my mood
i wanna be myself
but i feel like i lose myself
i dont know who am i
i got no personality???haha
sigh....i am not anak patung
i got feeling...
i will feel happy but i will also feel sad
i also will feel hurt...
because i am a human being

Haiz never mind la
exam coming
holiday coming
i can go home liao
home can cure my wound???
maybe gua...hope so...
cheer up gal...cheer up...
there are still somebody who really care me
really concern me...
Look in front...gambade lor

~Lonely~

夏雨诗

2008-11-25T04:08:00.000-08:00

dear this song for you as you like him ma haha

歌手：潘裕文专辑：夏雨诗

等候在骤来的夏夜暴雨
时间突然静止
滂沱的雨势中
停泊两段迂回著的心事

忽然间所有的谈笑风生
瞬间戛然而止
靠著我挡著你风雨之中
不让你被淋湿

我们在这个城市
流浪多少日子
却从来没有想到
有人能分享你倾覆的心事

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

孤独在各自的人生旅途
安静或是飞驰
遇见了彼此后
两个灵魂不再患得患失

有些话想启齿欲言又止
你耐心等我解释
微笑著不说话把我抱住
让我像个孩子

在光阴这趟车上
浪费了多少日子
遇见你却让过去
所有的痛楚通通被稀释

没有了你叮咛的日子
耳朵总感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
是你给我扶持
不断寻觅错过了几次
从来不知爱近在咫尺
回头发现熬过这些日子
总有你的影子

没有了你倾诉的日子
耳朵就感觉怅然若失
生活上来了又去得了又失
你是我的坚持
陪我同游余生的日子
就算走到了穷途末日

天涯咫尺在人生的白纸

同愉快的写诗

元若蓝 - 半情歌

2008-11-22T09:20:00.000-08:00

元若蓝 - 半情歌
词：陈静楠曲：方文良
唱片 - OST-命中注定我爱你

花接受凋零
风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐
不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福
一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的
总是未完成的
我只能唱着
一半的歌

Sakae Sushi

2008-11-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

Can you believe that i eat all these sushi by myself???

Candid shoot!!!

Cute cute Chew~~~

Geng or not?3 gals eat all these things wor.Actually there are around 26 plates,3 chawanmushi and 2 cold soba.

That day chew,yanxi and i go to eat sakae sushi buffet

i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch so i am so hungry

before that opposite table had 5 secondary school student

3 gals and 2 boy

their plate also quite many but in the end...

our plate number seems like quite similiar wor

wahaha then opposite table got 1 small boy keep looking at our table

and he called his mummy to look at our plates

that mummy say wow they eat so many ar

walao really paiseh

i become big fat pig liao la

haiz must control liao

keep fit keep fit

kekekekeke~~~

~QI~

Pics

2008-11-22T08:41:00.000-08:00

My leg oche liao la sob sob that bad bad table come and knock me la

nice leh~~haha

1st time cook green bean barley soup haha

Chew help me buy the Mr Bean soya bean and greentea 'bing' super nice

Korean Taekwondo Demo

If i am as strong as them~~~wahaha

Long time didnt blog lor

so upload all pics at 1 goal

haha dont scold me ar~~~

~QI~

Appreciate

2008-11-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

We usually will not appreciate things beside us
we even didnt noticed or 4get bout it
then we will only regret or miss it when we lost it
haha this is human,isn't it???

I can continue study
I have food to eat never starve
but some of the people in the world no money to study
even though they want
Africa so many people died because starving
I really should appreciated right?

Although i not tall
not pretty
not cute
mm...dont have nice body line
and also not rich
BUT...i am still quite happiness
as i have family and friends
sometimes really dislike myself being so greedy
haha...thinking of the things that i dont have
or things not belong to me
no point right???

So pls appreciate things and people beside you
this is what i should learn
have a kind heart
be more indepence and brave
bring laughter for people
this is the things that i should remember and learn
gambade lor!!!

~QI~

没那么爱他－范范

2008-11-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

Haha actually i quite happiness lor
have such a best friend
know her since primary sch
even though she now at Aus so far
but...FRIENDSHIP 4EVA!!!

Everything i feel down u will console me
so nice~~~
luv u sooooooooooooooooo much wor haha

A song dear dear intro 2 me~~~

没那么爱他－范范

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那麽大
幸福总会在某个地方
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他

~QI~

Halloween night at Night Safari

2008-11-04T02:31:00.000-08:00

My bro go w his friends la 2 bad i didnt go seems quite interesting wor

Haha dont get scared not 'special things' appear is his friend smoking la

Look scary right???

Cool mummy~~~

I like this 'Chinese vampire' haha

Sob sob this look so fun wor

2 bad i didnt go la

that day i was alone at home again

sob sob sob poor me

can only c pics nia

~QI~

Just one last dance

2008-11-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

歌手：sarah connor 专辑：key to my soul

just one last dance
music....
we meet in the night in the spanish café
i look in your eyes just don't know what to say
it feels like i'm drowning in salty water
a few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever
how i wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how i wish we make it through
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong
just one last dance
the wine and the lights and the spanish guitar
i'll never forget how romantic they are
but i know, tomorrow i'll lose the one i love
there's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong
just one last dance
....oh baby...
just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and i don't know where i belong

原来，我好像并还没完全放下
那。。。我可不可以有个任性的要求？？？

~QI~

宅女

2008-11-01T08:38:00.002-07:00

觉得自己越来越像宅女了
弟说我有点在搞孤僻
周末都呆在家
我也不懂我怎么会变这样
有时觉得自己没有很多朋友
很少人会找我出去
是我失败吗?
感觉我弟才过来这但朋友都比我多
人缘也比我好
他说我该主动找朋友啊
到底该怎么做
每次家里只剩我一个
这种感觉有时真的好寂寞
好伤心。。。
唉。。。。。。。

~Qi~

wei cheng steamboat

2008-10-31T05:04:00.000-07:00

The guy in black is my stupid bro,they are murdering the prawn!!!

Some pics we took last time when i go JB eating steamboat

paiseh so late upload these pics

haha~~~

~QI~

2008-10-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

tommorow microeconomics test lor
but i havent finish study
even not really understand wor
haiz hope the test not too difficult la
mm...mayb will come out within 1 hour
haha actually i think economics may be fun
but 2 bad i am not a intelligent student
so i dont really understand wor

sis say recently i become very xiao ji
like life is meaningless
always so 'si ngi chen chen'
bcoz of her wor
sis say not worth lor
she say i shouldnt always like this bully by ppl
sometimes should be fierce???
haha i will try
mm...but cant promise wor
try try try!!!

This semester during lesson always feel sleepy
mayb i should sleep early in the night
so morning i will have plenty energy
then i cant listen to teacher wor
mayb like this better i think
izzit???sleep early ar sound so difficult wor haha
very fast Dec is coming lor
gambade ya~~~

~QI~

failure

2008-10-25T05:53:00.000-07:00

Keep telling myself i want to become more slim but...
sigh cant control myself to eat lor
who ar pls help me
must control me la
dont want to become piggy

Next week microeconomics test
haiz think i am going to die
coz i dont really know what it all about wor
i am soooooooooooo stupid right???
monday must study liao lor
otherwise i will get zero for my test wor

Sometimes really think that i am a useless person
should be more confidence but...
i know me myself should be more positive
no one can help me and give me confidence
i am the one who should help myself
sometimes i really very gong gong and loso
make ppl angry
hope u guys will not angry w me ar
if i did make you angry or what
pls tell me ya~~~
i will try to improve de~~~

~QI~

Happy Birthday Dear Chew

2008-10-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

To dear Chew
happy birthday n wish u all de best
2 bad my singing not nice so cant sing 4 u
haha let me train 1st lor
glad tat u luv de present
hope u smile always ya
friendship 4eva!!!
give u a super big hug~~~

Yanxi 2day come back sch lor
luckily no big prob
next time must be careful liao okay!!!

~QI~

2008-10-21T05:36:00.001-07:00

Recently many unhappy things happened
sigh dont want to think bout it
dont want to bother bout it
just leave me alone
trouble dont come near me
i just want to be a simple happy person
pretend that i know nothing
i see nothing
i heard nothing
but i know it is hard
just try my best lor

Yanxi ar next time dont so blur liao la
now i know how important you are
no one 'dou zui' w me so boring la
haha i think i have a bit crazy liao lor

last Sat went JB w Edmund n his friends
we go shopping and eat steamboat
did take some pics but now lazy to upload
so also wait till which day when i got de mood lor
feel like i always say like that wor
really lazy
not good la like this
haiyo who faster come and hit me lor hahaha

~QI~

真面目

2008-10-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

我是笨蛋，被你耍了那么久
最后我终于看清了
别想再骗我
你背叛了我的信任
我太失望了
以后我会小心别被你的谎言所骗
你常常两面说不同的话
但我选择装作不知道
因为我还当你是朋友
但最后却是这种结果
该醒了！！！

New Sem

2008-10-10T20:17:00.000-07:00

New semester started so we need to buy new books again
sigh those book really expensive and just used them for 3 months
my money bye bye
i will miss you guys la
this week quite okay lor nothings special
oh ya this time we have two ah mo teacher
actually History mentor is Singaporean la
another mentor teach Microeconomics
haiz this sound difficult wor~~~

oh ya i saw this song from dear's blog
i think it is nice wor

元卫觉醒 --> 过期

想要保持沉默却有太多的话想说
你拥有了自由而我只剩难过
试探你的心中是否还有我的影踪
昨日留下的梦化作美丽的星空
笑着说不难过但是眼泪骗不了我
是坚强还是懦弱早已模糊了我
我开始懂得试着让自己慢慢忘记你
看着我们的爱随着时间过期
我开始了解感情的世界没有输和赢
曾经深爱着你在有效期限里过期

Lyn

KL Trip

2008-10-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

After finish work 4 Amber Lounge
2nd day i take bus 2 KL
wow i miss my dear cute cute cuz
she is really cute
but oso fierce wor haha

Didnt go KL 4 several months lor
haiz tis feel day i go 4 shopping
feel like didnt buy lots of things wor
but i spend a lot of money
my money...all gone...
sigh i really 'bai jia' lor
i did buy a clothe 4 Edmund
n oso buy a pant 4 myself
actually didnt buy any clothes wor
so wher i spend all those money???
haiz i spent them at Sasa la~~~
sob sob sob

But so fast wor Sat liao
nid go back Sg
tomolo start sch again
nid 2 pay sch fee
haiz so xian...reli xian
tis sem not good
class start at 8.30am or 8.45am
why dont let me sleep more la
arg...i wan 2 sleep more la!!!

~QI~

Amber Lounge

2008-10-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

Last week work 4 F1 Amber Lounge
from nite till early morning reli feel sleepy
but oso quite interesting
haha 1st nite i wear high heel shoes
but tat shoes not so good to wear
my leg really feel painful
2nd thinking if i wanna go work
but many people say they dont want to work liao
i scared not enough ppl wor
so i still go
i buy a flat black shoes at U.R.S
coz if i still continue wear tat black high heel shoes
i think i leg will 'fei diao'
hahaha

Last nite for Amber Lounge i did saw some of de F1 driver
many i saw more den i noe
but coz i dunno their name so...
haha reli paiseh
but didnt manage 2 c Lewis Hamilton wor
haiz so sad...actually not really so sad la
Nico really look like Leonardo wor
handsome or not ar
mm....i think not bad lor
finally finish lor can rest liao
wahaha sooooooooooooo happy wor!!!

~QI~

2008-09-23T01:49:00.000-07:00

Fri after exam kexin n i 2gether go 2 do manicure
kexin's nail not bad wor although quite colourful
coz mine nail quite short so i choose 4 a long time
sob sob some pattern reli nice wor
at de end i choose ribbon w crystal
Jocye reli geng wor haha i like it

Sat i accompany sis go ther again
she wan 2 do manicure n pedicure
both of de pattern choose by me
mm....'wo hai man you yan guang de ma'
wahahaha~~~

while waiting 4 her
edmund n i feel hungry so we go downstair 2 eat botak john
de portion reli big so i cant finish la
oh ya coz Ah Hui appointment at 3pm
so when i finish eating she already reach lor
waiting 2 c my finger
not bad rite Ah Hui
but u havent let me c urs wor~~~

after sis finish doing we heading 2 Bugis Temple
sis say take a cab ther wor
but tat taxi trouble really horrible
she is endangering our lifes la
i think she flu so she took medicine
and de medicine caused her drownsiness
u know what she done???
o highway she drive like snake n keep eating others ppl line
so beep by those driver
coz she keep fell asleep
den when de car stop she oso felt asleep
so her leg which control brake loose
so de car went inward or backward
then when she suddenly woke up and realised it
she mergency brake
really horrible we felt like vomit
auntie no more next time
next time if you feel unwell pls dont drive!!!

Sunday sis went back cbu lor
so nice xia...
i miss cbu's food
wait 4 me dec i will go back ther lor
hahaha hapi hapi neh!!!

~QI~

New clothes~~~

2008-09-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today having PMS exam wor hope can pass the exam w flying colour
haha after exam go westmall 2 had lunch
nice nice Yanxi accmpany me
after tat go Bugis meet Edmund
actually want to go SIM find him de
but finish exam at 12 sth nearly 1
den also coz of some incident so at de end cant

mm...we go Bugis Street walk walk
Edmund wan 2 buy a new short pants
at least he buy a nice short pants
i like it 2 is black colour w white strip
de shop's owner also nice
got VIP card wor
den VIP member hav 20% discount
clearance even got more discount wor
but now only have male clothes
she say mayb in the future will hav female clothes
btw she is from hong kong
so those clothes also from hong kong lor hehe

I also buy a cool t shirt
which write 'I'm not short but i'm just fun size'
i also buy 1 for my dear dear sis
hers is 'Mind your own business and stop looking at my shirt'
i think is something like that gua haha
tomorrow going to my SIM
coz Edmund say tomorrow open sch
but next week exam really need to study lor
GAMBADE!!!

~QI~

Frustrated

2008-09-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

Today reli bek chek
xian xian xian la~~~
dun ask me why
those know why then mean know
those dont know also dont ask me
sigh why like this the wor
i am not stupid or idiot please

Today i ate nice nice ma la toufu
Chew ate nice bread
Yanxi ate Mos Burger
i most control to eat liao
dont want to become fatty bom bom la!!!

~LYN~

Cute kitty

2008-09-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

some pics i take yesterday

Last Sat FBMA visit Scarlet hotel at Tiong Bahru

it is a boutique hotel the ambience really nice

feel like back to home quite cosy

but a small small standard room also need 200sth quite expensive

i like the suite room quite nice as have different theme

Sun went to Wild Wild Wet w sis n bro

sigh we so stupid take bus there so take quite a long time

bout 2 hours sth buttock bcim flat liao lor

stupid me i forget to bring my hp n swimming pants wor

so must buy a new 1 lor

sorry sis always cause you trouble and make you angry

haiz...

but quite fun we play ular lah and many others

at 1st i am so scared wor

i dont know what those called but really scary and also fun

haha...we even pour water on ppl so naughty ^^

after that we had Sakura international buffet as dinner

i think that Sakura food sucks

not as nice as the 1 i try b4

i dont think i will go there again

Yesterday went to Chinese Garden Lantern Fantasty 2008 w uncle's family

wow those lantern really nice this year theme is Hello Kitty

super duper cute haha~~~

Sigh today wednesday is my unlucky day

i set 2 alarm clock but both didnt ring

my lesson start at 9am but when i wake up already 10am

haiz haiz haiz

nothing i can do so i only can take mc lor

but private clinic take mc so expensive la

feel like want to slap myself

useless me!!!sigh

next time dont like this liao la

dont always depend on alarm clock ma~~~

~QI~

Rojak post

2008-08-31T18:34:00.000-07:00

Last Fri didnt hav lesson but i hav a nice day
haha got buy sth hapi wor
Edmund's fren is fun n nice~~~

Sat went to IT Fair w sis
walao so many ppl n they kick or step on my leg
oso like nth happen juz walk away wor
sori oso didnt say lor
fed up sia
sis bought a harddisk,thumbdrive,cool charger plus led and camera
actually 3 of us all bought de cool charger so we can charge phone even outside
edmund bought a speaker
finally he bought his speaker so he was so happy
oh ya he also obught a silver ipod shuffle
haha only me didnt bought many things wor

Yesterday go to RSAF OH 08 w sis n uncle whole family
quite okay lor de show n we can even try 2 sit in the plane
but too bad that day keep raining and everything need to Q
and hav a long long Q
my back so painful n de bag is heavy
so i become a bit angry
again some ppl knocked on me and step on my leg but...
dtill like nothing happened juz walk away
sigh it is so difficult to say sorry???!!!

Wow edmund help me change all my song in my ipod lor
nice nice i hav new songs 2 listen lor
ah ya yesterday i heard sth that make me angry
dont ever let me saw them in the street
or else...wahaha i donno what will i do wor
better pray ya!!!

~QI~

Edmund 19th birthday

2008-08-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Today is my dear bro birthday
but because we cant really celebrate
and he also hav class till 10pm
so just now sis n i only go BP Angie the Choice buy a cake for him
we choose the cake for a long time
cause dont really know what he like
i think he like blackforest
but not really sure
and sis say he really like that or i am the one who like
so....at the end we choose Orea Choc Cake
de cake look nice but...
stupid me forget to take pics
till cut half then remember
but i didnt take the pics
is sis who take so my phone dont have any pics
wait till i get those pics from her lor
he say he like blackforest wor
see i am right lor
but never mind la haha
the cake is nice wor

this morning want to go gym but...
sigh dont mentioned liao la
tomorrow going to cut my hair lor
cut short??haha
this morning saw Mr Vincent Tan
wow he is really charming like him so much
so this morning in good mood~~~haha
too bad why he didnt teach me wor
sooooooooooo sad wor~~~

Hot Shot is nice
everyone please go and watch it!!!

~QI~

Pics

2008-08-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

My 1st cross stitch nobody teach de wor
I make tis 4 my sis
Cake made by a leng lui fren taste nice wor

Actually still got some more pics

but think that put so long liao so...

not need to post lor

haha

Lousy washing machine

2008-08-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Lousy lor de washing machine keep dripping
so yesterday they change a new washing machine 4 us
but say new oso quite old de lor
i think is buy from 2nd hand shop gua
den u noe wat
we put in our white clothes 2 wash
den sis n mine uniform bcum black in colour
reli angry xia make me wanna scold ppl wor

Oh ya yesterday go Redhill w sis n bro
we go ther 2 meet Bobb
coz Edmund wanna accompany Bobb go n survey racket
sis n i wanna go Ikea
sori ar Bobb we late~~~
thanks 4 waiting us lor...

Today we wake up 2 clean house coz later uncle coming
sigh i wanna go gym but tis few days keep raining wor
frustrated lor!!!
dinner i cook...cook wat???
not pro so dun wanna say wahaha
but i think is nice lor~~

so fast 2day Olympic closing la~~~
but i think de closong ceremony juz soso nia lor haha
tomolo 12pm got lesson wor
sigh my weekend so fast finish la
next weekend faster cum lor haha

~QI~

2008-08-21T01:21:00.000-07:00

Yeah dear dear oso hav a blog lor
finally wor haha
c wat she post liao so touch
hope she hapi owes dun bully by ppl at ther ar
who dare 2 bully her i will fly over n punch him/her
hahaha...dear dear intro a singer 2 me
she sing quite gud so ichange my blog song liao lor
hope all my frens like de song 2

oh ya i wanna on diet
so Tues n Wed went 2 gym
Tues w cuz n Wed went along
i reli gng wor coz i cycled 4 half n hour wor
den Wed i even cycled half hours run half hrs
so al2gether is 1 hour
usually i dun exercise de wor~~~
hapi hapi so recently muz control eat lor

Today a fren from DPB give me de cake she bake
de cake reli quite nice wor
i had taken a pic
but now dun hav cable so...
wait ar haha
de cake is soft n strawberry on top even dipped w choc
but i didnt eat de strawberry
coz Kexin like strawberry so i give mine 2 her
cake baked by leng lui sure delicious rite...haha

later going 2 meet Wan qing wor
reli long time didnt c him liao
dunno how is him wor~~~
2 bad 2day Edmund not free so...
next time lor...kekeke

jin li jin ne nok huat seng
tapi xi wuong mo me tai yek lor
mai gong liu la
gong liu yali hek

~QI~

2008-08-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday accompany sis n bro go n watch 2 movie
Money not enough 2 n Journey to de centre of de earth
both movie is nice wor
de money not enough make me think of my grandma
reli miss her a lots xia
we muz treat our parent nice
muz appreciate w de things n person beside us
dun regret after we lost it
haha watch until cry wor
but behind me is a crazy guy
he keep laugh
ppl dun laugh he laugh
ppl laugh he oso laugh
ppl cry he still laugh
make me wanna throw him things or scold him
but i think he hav a bit xiao xiao de la
so juz ignored him lor

yesterday heard a gud news
feel hapi 4 her
muz xin fu ya~~~

2day i go n do facial
walao i fri oledi make appointment but they didnt record
luckily hav a therapist who r free wor can help me do
otherwise reli will angry n scold ppl wor

Olympic badminton man single final sucks
angry lla dun wanna watch liao
disappointed lor!!!

~QI~

2008-08-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

看了一本漫画，提到西欧国家以前有个烂漫的习俗
就是如果一对情侣要结婚
男方不是给对方订婚戒指，而是项链哦
项链的链坠上会镶着未婚夫眼睛颜色相同的宝石
代表我们的心会牢牢地印在对方心里
这就表示‘永远相信你’的意思
真的很烂漫对不对~~~
好想往哦~~~

~QI~

2008-08-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i going back 2 Yew Tee from Fajar
when i juz board de train from Choa Chu Kang
immediatedly i saw a man falling backward
not fainted but i dun reli noe how 2 describe
some ppl bcum panic
den i heard someone say press de emergency button
walao de guy beside me who stand in front of de emergency button gong gong de
so i ran over 2 press de emergency button
n said tat someone nid help
they say will send ppl 2 help at de next stop

That man wife keep calling him but he had no response
i think mayb he stroke gua
coz i remember b4 grandpa get stroke oso like tis de
sigh hope tat man is okay ar...

2day moving 2 fajar
i wanna self declare mc n help them
buyt uncle not allowed so i still go sch
sigh u noe...
others group oso cum coz they thought hav class at 1pm
b4 i oso thought like tat
i even argued w Lewis coz he say is next week
i reli dunno la if i noe i sure they u guys de rite
i am not tat kind noe liao but will not tell de rite
sigh...i oso not purposely didnt want 2 reply ur msg de lor
so sad when u say like tat
feel like being stab
haha but nvm de la
i am okay coz i am strong
super strong ^^ reli hope so lor wahaha
haiz haiz haiz

reli dun wan cum la 2day
they ordered kfc delivery after finish moving things lor
i oso wan la
reli reli reli super xian lor

~Lonely Angel~

2008-07-28T09:03:00.001-07:00

kenapa jadi macam ni?
saya pun tak tau apa berlaku???
ada orang boleh beritahu saya???
ada sedikit sedih wor~~~

saya tak mau disalahfaham orang
saya tak mau dimarah orang
tak mau tak mau la!!!

wei neong shi shu ka neun
shi shu bei zi li pang yao
mai zu wuan lor
mo xien nok shi mek tang gong li ma~~~

~Lonely Angel~

2008-07-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday i went to watch Red Cliff w my dear cousin
de movie is quite nice juz a bit violent
ppl r killing each others wor...
tis is y i hate war~~~
after tat we go Bugis ther walk walk waiting 4 sis
there r having 'taiwan mei shi zhang' wor
they even sold 'cou tou fu' reli smelly wor...
sis buy lots of snack as she oso help her frens 2 buy
all durian stuff leh sooooooooo smelly wor
we had Fish n Co 4 dinner
i ate seafood plate it was such a big portion
reli cant finish it but anyway it is nice
4 desert we ate 'peanut smoothie' n 'choc cake w ice'
those desert r nice wor~~~hehe

I am moving 2 Fajar lor
feel like moving farther wor
sigh at 1st lakeside,later yew tee den now fajar
but de house is nice n big wor
tomolo bro is coming over lor
have someone accompany liao not bad la haha

next week PM n PS progress test wor
feel like died lor i dun reli noe apa tu wor
sigh muz start 2 study liao work harder lor~~~
gambade yor~~~ ^^

~QI~

2008-07-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

Sigh world reli unfair rite
sometimes rich ppl only care bout themselves
but poor ppl wanna help others
so they can sacrifice themselves
y like tis de leh???

Tat teacher reli very 'wei da' wor...
look wat she had done 4 student
and look wat tat 3 rich barbarian done
they should be hang till death!!!
reli heartless sia wat r they thinking
they dun hav brain???
idiot y tis world hav such idiot
juz bcoz of those idiot so de world not peace
all these ppl should be torture till die
since they hav no feeling
n dun care bout others ppl ma
hate those IDIOT!!!BARBARIAN!!!
coz of those barbarian make me feel bad
i am now in BAD MOOD la!!!

~QI~

卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学…

2008-07-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

殷彩霞出生在甘肃省某县的农村，在那个贫困的地方，村里的其他姑娘，无论美丑，早就到南方沿海城市去打工挣钱了，每到春节，她们都会打扮得花枝招展，大包小包的提回来。而殷彩霞高中毕业后没这么做，很多人都不理解，毕竟她的长相在村里是数一数二的。为此，她的父亲经常骂自己的女儿没出息。

听说当地一所民办小学缺老师，她主动跟学校要求免费代课。因为她中学成绩就很好，顺利的通过了学校的文化考核，成为一名真正的民办教师。
当殷彩霞第一次走进课堂的时候，孩子门哗然了，他们从未见过如此漂亮的女老师。从此，教室里常常洋溢着孩子们的欢声笑语。说是教室，其实也就一遮风挡雨的茅草棚，树杆埋成的墙，石板搭起的课桌，砖头码起的讲台，最值钱的就是那块用青砖砌起之后经打磨又刷了黑漆的黑板了，粉笔不够用，常以石灰与泥巴代替。就是在这样条件下，殷彩霞教会孩子们认识了几千个汉字，也教会了他们很多做人的道理。

一天夜里刮大风，茅草棚盖的学校屋顶被掀翻，黑板也被刮倒。第2天孩子们上学的时候各个不知道所措。校长去找县教育局长要钱结果无功而返。老校长晚上回来对殷彩霞说，局长说要你去才给。从来没有出过远门、也没有见过世面的殷彩霞怕把事情搞杂了，胆怯的步行10几公里去了县里。局长的办公室装修很豪华，墙上挂着很多锦旗，办公桌黑里透红，可以照见人影，上面立着一面小国旗，椅子是皮的，好象擦了鞋油一样光亮，比他的脑袋还要亮。局长见到殷彩霞，色咪咪聊了很多不着边际的话。直到天黑了，校长指着另外一扇门对她说，跟我过来拿钱。当殷彩霞走进去的时候，她只看到了一张床，也就是在那张床上，她失去了她的第一次，确切地说，是局长夺走了她的第一次。床单上留下了处子的血，那血，比挂在局长办公室墙上的国旗还要红。

殷彩霞没有哭，因为，在眼前浮现的是孩子们没有教室上课而可怜的望着她的眼神！她连夜步行回到家里，没有跟任何人说起她的屈辱。第二天，村民们自发来到学校，买了些材料把简陋的教室重新搭建起来了。可遇到刮风下雨的日子，依然上不了课。殷彩霞几次跟孩子们说，县里不久将会来人给他们买砖头盖一所牢固的教室，在这半年里，校长去县城找了局长十几趟，一分钱没拿到。只有他知道局长对殷彩霞做了些什么，但他却无能为力。新学期开始了，很少人交得起学费，能够坚持来校上课的孩子越来越少了，他们都跟着父母放羊去了。殷彩霞内心感到了疼痛，为这些失学儿童而疼痛。

当殷彩霞知道孩子们的希望已经化为泡影的时候，她脱光了自己的衣服，对着镜子暗暗发誓将用自己的身体去实现孩子们的上学梦。在家乡她知道那些花枝招展回来过年的姐妹们都是在外做批肉生意的。她明白那是一条赚钱的捷径。她洗了个澡，告别了校长、告别的父亲，告别了那间千疮百孔的茅草棚，扎着两条麻花辫走向了繁华的大都市。临走的时候，父亲笑了，校长哭了......

繁华都市的五颜六色并没有给殷彩霞带来一丝兴奋，她眼里始终浮现的是那间低矮茅草棚搭建的教室和孩子们渴望的目光。她走进了一家发廊，躺在了肮脏的床上，经受了人生的第二次蹂躏。那天，她在日记本上写着：局长连个嫖客都不如。

殷彩霞是那帮姐妹里最节俭的女孩。她从来不化妆，也从来不穿那些性感的衣服，她总爱扎着麻花辫，但她的生意却总是最好的，她总是抢了其他妓女的饭碗，她也经常为此遭到妓女们的群殴。鼻青脸肿之后，她会走向另一家发廊，似乎只有在那粉色的灯光下她才可以看到希望。看着嫖客们一张张邪恶的嘴脸，她似乎看到了孩子们天真的笑容，但她从来就不曾因此而流泪，因为，她是个老师。

她将自己的收入除去生活费之后，全部寄给了校长。校长按照殷彩霞的意思将她寄回的一笔笔嫖资全都用于改善小学的教学条件上。有人问起那笔钱的来源，校长就说那是社会捐助的善款。

世上没有不透风的墙，有一天终于从邮局传来消息说那些钱是殷老师寄来的。当地媒体得知这一消息后纷纷试图采访殷彩霞，但都被她婉言谢绝了，因为，她是个妓女。

有钱了，学校变了，第一个月，买了黑板，修了屋顶。第二个月，有了木制的课桌与板凳。第三个月，所有的孩子都有了课本。第四个月，所有的孩子都有了红领巾。第五个月，已经没有孩子光着脚丫上课了。

第六个月，殷彩霞回来了。当孩子们看到她的时候，争先恐后地叫她“殷老师……殷老师回来了……殷老师好漂亮啊……”。看到孩子们激动的笑脸，殷彩霞哭了，这半年里，多少的委屈和泪水，在她眼里都那么的有价值。在家呆了几天，殷老师又踏上了南下的路。

第七个月，有了操场。第八个月，有了篮球。第九个月，有了新铅笔。第十个月，学校有了自己的国旗，孩子们每天都能够在操场上看到国旗冉冉升起。在第十一个月，一个房地产商坚持不用套，结果让殷老师意外怀孕了，打完胎后，殷老师成了房地产商的二奶。可那位包养她半年的房产商因为因近段时间深圳房价陡降而抛弃了她，一分钱没付。

殷彩霞终于疲倦了，她想回家，她想回到孩子们的身边，可她最大的梦想是为孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑，因为这个梦想还没实现，所以她只能回头去苦苦哀求那位房产商。房产商说没钱，但可以为她介绍一笔大生意，一老外，愿意出三千美元买她一夜。想到几年前的那阵大风，殷彩霞拖着疲惫的身躯爬上了老外的床。她发誓，过了那个晚上她就回到她久别的家乡，回到她久别的课堂。

可就在那个晚上，殷老师被三个外国人强X致死。死前她才刚过完自己21岁的生日。

殷老师死了，她没能完成她最后的夙愿，那就是给孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑 …… 一个妓女死了，悄无声息。深圳的天空还是那么蓝，官员们在豪华宴席上高谈阔论，道路上行驶的高级轿车散发着耀眼的光芒。兴奋的人们滔滔不绝地谈论着股票、房价和车市，还有电影、音乐和爱情。路边亲亲我我恋爱的小青年们为了一点小事要死要活。 ..........

可在此时，甘肃那个人们已经忘记了的小山村，正在举行只有学生、老师和数百位沉痛的村民的追悼会。追悼会上，人们看到殷彩霞的一张黑白照片，照片里，她扎着两个麻花辫，笑得如此单纯。校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学… 校的国旗降了一半。或许，这是中国历史上，第一个为一个伟大的妓女而降的国旗。

多好感言：从今以后，我再也不会歧视任何妓女，因为她们当中有一个殷彩霞。真诚希望大家多转载此文，贴满各个论坛和空间．让我们的父母官们看看，当他们在台上高谈阔论的时候，当他们在酒桌前恍酬交错的时候，当他们以权谋私的时候，当他们在台上学习三个代表的时候，多想想那个不是共产党员的殷彩霞和万千处于水深火热的穷苦百姓。彩霞在那个世界在用哀求的眼神望着我们。

殷彩霞虽然身为妓女，但她比谁都活得高尚，比谁都活得有尊严。在人心冷漠、肉欲横流之下，她给予孩子们的爱难道不是我们社会最可贵的“大爱”吗？殷彩霞带着未完成的遗憾离开了这个世界，作为生者，我们理当完成彩霞的遗志，在这个寒冷的冬天，多给千百万穷苦的人们、多给社会奉献我们的爱心和责任。奉献给大家这篇感人的故事，愿我们每个人都能够开心的生活，为社会多奉献点爱心。

fbma Mazing Race

2008-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

2day i wan 2 upload my pic but...
i misplaced my cable la cant upload wor
sigh when i find it den upload???
yesterday fbma Mazing Race reli fun
1st stop at sentosa den 1st challenge is table setting
de first 5 group can go 1st others nid 2 wait for 15mins
i 'o ya be y a song' lose so i be de sporter
i nid 2 observed de setting n find de odd 1
den i told my others group member n they set
thought i didnt told them de right 1 so worry
but at de end we wher 1 of de group which can go 1st ^^

We rush from sentosa 2 city hall Balacalva
2nd challange so difficult we use lots of times wor
den 2 Raffles Place Far East Plaza
go Spinelle 2 make coffee
Botanic Garden find supplier n bargain w them
Sha Villa memorized event order
set table n clear all de things
at Sha Villa i nof feling so well
i even vomit wor~~~
but later feel better
after tat we rush back Sentosa again
at 1st we tought is Pahlawan Beach
but when we rush 2 ther we realised tat is de wrong beach
so we go 2 Siloso Beach
wow skyridding is fun~~~
den last clue is Images of Singapore
sooooooooo fun
we were de 2nd group which reach ther ^^

2 bad if lao gong group didnt lose their way
they can get number 3~~~
sigh but we had a nice nice buffet dinner
our class many ppl get lucky draw wor
so nice sia~~~ >_<
after tat some of us go n limteh
they r so fun we keep laughing
my joint soooooooo tired leh haha
i enjoy a lot n like it but muscle pain liao lor
i think in de future i should owes exercise
so i will hav de energy 2 run 4 whole day ma

~QI~

2008-07-16T09:25:00.000-07:00

Sori 4 those who view my blog as i reli long time didnt blog
owes think of blogging but i am 2 lazy so~~~
reli paiseh paiseh ar
oso hav lots of pics wanna blog but feel troublesome leh
mayb will find a day den post all de pics up
recently reli lots of things happen
but...dun wanna care juz ignored
otherwise later more prob rite
but oso learn lots of things rite???

tis sem timetable not so gud leh
dun reli like it but wat 2 do???
we r juz students
tiny little student~~~
our job is....study study study

finish watching Gokusen 3 lor
quite ok but i still prefer Gokusen 1
as i think 1 is de best ^^
Fated me to love you reli nice
waiting 4 episode 19
faster faster cant wait lor
everyone pls support it reli super nice
Sat hav fun fun event
Mazing Race hope it reli nice
can exercise leh but i muz put on sunblock
as i dun wanna bcum nigloo~~~hehe

~QI~

2008-07-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

Wow i reli long time didnt blog liao lor
haha coz reli lazy n didnt owes on9 ma
tis 2 week holiday i go back cbu
everyday eat n eat n eat
so i reli fat liao
hehe my dear's sis Jac bcum my foster sis lor ^^

Tis time go back owes eat wor
but oso hav go sing k w dear n her frens
den owes go limteh w frens
sometimes 1 nite got 2 dates wor
wahaha reli geng rite

so fast holiday finish liao
cum back again lor~~~
wow de day u cum back u noe who i saw
er jie fren's li mei jie leh
she oso work at sg wor so coincidence
had exchange num w her ^^

tis sem hav many new tutors teach us
wow Mr Frank Pang reli cool wor
like him leh~~~

i wan 2 cut my hair la!!!!!!!

~QI~

2008-06-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

Next week exam lor yet still dun hav de mood 2 study wor
last week sis meet her foster bro
i oso go w her lor
we go crystal Jade eat
de food quite not bad i eat a lots sia
fat liao lor haha

hope can do well 4 my exam leh
tomolo muz study hard liao
after exam can go back
hapi hapi leh~~~

~QI~

2008-06-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

Last week go Guan Yin temple w sis
den we hav 'qiu qian'
mine is 'xia qian' leh sigh

recently many things happen
feel soooooooo down
y like tis leh
who can help me leh
i think no one can gua
wat should i do
lucky wher r u?
dun abandoned me la pls~~~
i reli nid u leh!!!

~QI~

2008-06-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after sch accompany Yanxi go walk walk
we go AMK Hub ther
Yanxi buy lots of things leh~~~hehe
dinner we eat at Ping Si a Honk Kong restaurant
de X.O Sauce Fried Rice quite nice
we oso drink yogurt smooties
i think we crazy liao lor
ther so cold we still drink cold drinks

Tis coming holiday suddenly bcum 2 weeks
i wanna go kl but dad say he buy air ticket let me go back wor
sigh nvm la can go back oso not bad rite~~~

Hav some pics buy lazy 2 post wor
c when hav mood den post la haha~~~

~QI~

Move house lor

2008-06-04T22:40:00.000-07:00

Last Sat i juz move house move 2 Yew Tee
wow dunno y we hav so many things leh
de whole lorry full of our things leh
somemore is a big lorry n ther r only 5 of us
sigh uncle keep shaking his head
saying tat dunno ur guys ar he reli dunno how 2 do
my dear daughter Bobb oso cum help us m0ve house
den our room full of things

1st few days dun hav internet so...
reli long time didnt blog liao
yesterday juz go n do 1 internet
so now can online lor
haha c la will try 2 updated de~~~ ^^

~QI~

Bel birhthday party

2008-05-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is Bel birthday party
Tampines reli far leh~~~haha
wow de cake reli reli big n is key shape
it is nice 2...choc cake leh i luv it
next time den i upload de pics lor
de food is oso nice

Momo reli cute leh
like it sooooo much
but oso fierce lor
he scratch my hand but i still like him
hehe he so fury yet nice 2 hug ya

My xiao xiao family so fast go back
at de end only leave me n Siong
coz they hav things 2 do ma~~~
den bout 8 sth nearly 9 i leave w Siong
but he still nid 2 meet his frens
den i go home~~~haha

I finish reading Harry Potter lor
dun reli like de ending la so many ppl died
Mad-Eye, Fred n Lupin died
n i thought Dumbledore n Serius Black will cum back
sooooooooo sad la
sigh~~~
but still it is a nice book
make me wanna cry xia~~~
haiz haiz haiz...

~QI~

2008-05-18T10:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is sis's birthday wor
so her fren,she n i go AMK Hub walk walk
we go 'Ping Si' eat lunch
tat is a hong kong restaurant de food is nice wor
but~~~my chix chop cheese baked rice 2 many onion la
i dun reli like 2 eat onion de lor~~~hehe
den we go do classic pedicure
after tat we go watch movie 'Accuracy'
wow Jin cheng wu reli handsome n cool wor
u noe sis buy 1 big box of popcorn wor
they so bad lor only leave a little bit
so at tat 1 hour sth me alone keep eating de popcorn
coz dun wanna wasted food ma
so i keeping eating non stop eating till i wanna vomited liao
wow i so lihai eat till half left wor wahaha i soooooo lihai lor

Den after tat jie nid go jia sheng gogo house
so i will go Jurong Point meet Yanxi lor
but b4 we left jie wanna buy durian cake
walao durian cake leh i hate durian lor
Yanxi had buy a dress...pink colour de wor haha
i had buy french manicure nail n de sticker those things
so can designed myself de
after i put it on i regreted liao
coz although it is nice but very inconvenience
like very 'ting te' n it easily dropped lor
so angry i should noe it de rite
but last nite dunno wat happened 2 me
den i buy it...spending $22 lor
idiot me wanna killed myself liao
sigh wat should i do leh oledi buy liao
throw away den wasted money wor
weared it leh so troublesome n inconvenience haiz~~~

Today 12 sth meet Tiff n Dan at city hall mrt station
we planned 2 go Swisshotel 2 do research
b4 tat they go Soupspoon eat lunch
i sit aside read my book
den we go Swisshotel but they say if wanna c Security manager
den nid 2 make appointment den muz weekday wor
since Dan wan go Carlton hotel help his cousin do sth
so we go try Carlton hotel lor
we talked w de scurity supervisor
he quite nice wor answer our question nicely
den we oso observed de hotel
after tat as i dun wanna be light bulb
so i go home lor...

Nite jie not feeling well wor
so i called uncle den we 2gether accompany sis go c doc
luckily sound not so serious
jie ar u muz take k lor
dun owes get sick so weak ar not gud wor....
haha~~~i wanna do facial la
c when free muz go do liao~~~ >_<

~QI~

2008-05-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

Like long time didnt blog liao lor
coz tis week hav 2 test ma
n i oso feel lazy 2 post
2day receive my basic math test paper
wow after i checked i feel soooooo angry w myself
all careless mistake if not can scored full mark sia
dunno y i $19.00 write $19.90
$8000 bcum $50000
those mark will directly add w exam mark de lor
so 8 mark is like a grade wor
wanna strangled myself sia

也许是我不够体贴
你烦我也烦
但我还一直潮，烦着你
虽然觉得很受伤
你今天也不是真的很懂为什么我闷闷不乐
但都算啦，我们是好朋友嘛
过了就算啦
我会试着再体贴一些

hehe tomolo is sis birthday
so 2day i go n find her present
nice nice de yanxi accompany me wor
finally we found a nice present
me n yanxi think it is nice wor
jie if u dun like den give me lor
wahaha~~~

~QI~

Cold liao

2008-05-09T21:18:00.000-07:00

I didnt take k of myself so i sick liao
cold...so keep coughing n nose block
so cham sia...
hope b4 Tues will recover
coz Tues basic math test
sigh gambade leh

Thanks 4 my xiao xiao family de concern
luv u all ar...hehe
muz drink more water n take more rest liao
u guys 2 ar...

每次你们吵我被夹在中间
有时我帮你讲话你也不会感恩
人说爱屋及乌这道理你懂不懂啊
真是。。。以后我不管了
也不帮你了
还有啊。。。有时不是在跟你说话
不要每次叫我闭嘴
还说我很吵很烦
即使在很多人面前也这样
虽然我不是你的谁，但我也是人
一个又感觉，有反应的人耶
算了，反正每次都是这样的啦
习惯了~~~

~QI~

2008-05-09T21:13:00.000-07:00

Tis is de pic i mentioned

paiseh ar anyhow take de so hav a bit 'senget'

actually it is in de pc but i didnt c it

reli blur ar me~~~

sigh nid wear specs liao lor

old lady~~~

~QI~

my ipart room

2008-05-09T20:56:00.001-07:00

My tulip garden
Classic style de room
'yi guo feng wei' de room
me in ipart
another style

I designed de room myself leh...
not bad rite mayb i should dtudy design...hehe
actually still hav another room design but i 4get 2 put de pic into pc
so..next time lor
Yanxi say she like tat design best
coz pink colour n very 'rou he'
all 3 design is nice wor...hahaha

den i oso hav my own tulip garden

wow if in reality i oso hav my own garden sure nice sia

another 2 pics is me in ipart

oso designed by myself de wor

not bad rite~~~kekeke ^^

shouldnt study hotel management de lor....

wat a big mistake haha~~~ ><"'

~QI~

Walao c my hand!!!

2008-05-09T20:49:00.001-07:00

My left hand

My right hand

Walao Thrus front office lesson de class so cold
i didnt bring my jacket wor
den my hand bcum like tis
1st time cold till like tis wor
palm white white nails purple in colour
'shou bei' many red dotes n.....
'shou bi' is red in colour de so scary~~~
dunno y will like tis leh~~~
who can tell me y ar?????

~QI~

藤井树-曼彻斯特的夕阳

2008-05-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

Aenbiarshy 安比雅希的月

金黄色的稻穗儿啊，你们是傍晚最悠闲舞者。
从你们屈膝鞠躬的舞蹈当中，我看见风的样子。
夕阳向你们说了什么吗？为什么在绚烂的橙红下你们总是笑着的？
是不是开了月儿玩笑，你们被逗得开心了？
只可惜月儿的脸蛋永远是白色的，不懂什么是脸红。
不然，我真希望陪在夕阳身旁，看一看你们被金黄色染红的笑容。

Mamy 曼彻斯特的夕阳

稻穗儿会悠闲的舞着，是因为你的经过。
即使你只是一步一步地走，依然像是翩然起舞般的轻松。
你的微笑，连风儿都困惑，暴露了行踪。
夕阳是我，而我并没有向那一片橙红说过什么。
他们之所以轻轻摇曳的笑着，是安慰你等待得寂寞。
月儿啊月儿，你是不是忘了什么？
夕阳与月的相恋，只能在日与夜短暂的交会中。

如果你问我，家乡最让我难忘的是什么？
我会回答你，是那一片金黄色的稻田。
如果你问我，城市最让我难忘的是什么？
我会回答你，是那一幕灰白色的雨天。
如果你问我，人生最让我难忘的是什么？
我会回答你，是那一张泛黄色的照片。
如果你问我，爱情最让我难忘的是什么？
我会回答你，我不知道，或许是思念。

~QI~

2008-05-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today hav hotel seurity test
after i finish i feel weird y didnt c chew n eunice
so i msg chew den i juz noe tat she 4get morning hav test
sigh i should remind them de day b4 de reli sori...
but y must 3 days mc wor b4 i only 1 day oso can leh
so today they feel down so quite...we oso feel down
after sch feel like wanna eat kfc
after thinking 4 a long time yanxi n i decided go n eat
long time didnt eat zinger burger lor miss it so much sia...hehe
2nite jie n uncle go 2 view de room at yew tee again
den confirm 1/6 will move ther liao
hope will 'xi guan' lor~~~

oh ya 2day we received our POA mark
tis is de 1st subject i score A sia~~~
hapi neh others subject oso nid 2 gambade leh hehe
ok lor wan off liao
wanna go dream dream leh~~~ ^^
here i cum my beloved pillow n 'tiger' ><

~QI~

Unique Contact lens

2008-05-04T02:55:00.000-07:00

Anyone interested 2 buy contact lens???pls contact me if interested~~~ther r wide range of contact lens 4 u 2 choose.You can view them on
www.friendster.com/eyexpert

tag me or email me at flyin_in_dance@hotmail.com

~LYN~

Asian Kitchen

2008-05-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning accompany Yanxi repair her phone
even though she called me but i still overslept
sori ar yanxi let u wait 4 me
de gal in SE shop say near IMM
but we dunno wher so we asked an auntie
she say nid take bus 185 wor...at Toh Guan road
so we walked back 2 bus interchange n checked bus 2 Toh Guan rd
coz ther dun hav bus 185 ma
n other 4 bus will go ther so we anyhow take 1
we oso hav asked bus driver
he say he dunno 20 he only noe 21
so we decided 2 alight at 21
but weird sia asked ppl they say in front de
but in front is 19 wor
den asked again they say is opposite n quite front near IMM
walao 2 of us keep walking n find
at last we decided 2 take cab
reli near IMM la opposite direction sia
auntie ar....haiyo

after tat we go IMM find sth 2 eat
i buy taiwan shi lin de 'zhao da ji pai' n yanxi buy 'tian bu la'
she oso buy carrot plus orange juice
yuck...so awful leh she oso cant finish lor
later we go city hall meet sis
we ate asian kitchen
chew when u wanna work ther leh den we can go ther bully u ma
hehe...de food quite nice...i ate luncheon fried rice
de wo tie oso delicious wor hehe
den we go Bukit Gombak ther view de room
wow quite near mrt station n convenience
environment oso nice wor....even hav a park behind ther
but...sigh de rrom quite small n oledi hav a male tenant
so uncle say dun wan lor...haiz reli hard 2 find room sia

Leg pain pain wan go back sleep liao
i reli old liao lor....hehe
recently keep eating hope will not put on weight
pray pray pray~~~ ^^
i wan bcum slim slim leh...

~QI~

Ichiban Sushi

2008-05-02T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today after sch i meet jie at JE popular
den we 2gether walk 2 IMM
she wanna go Daiso 2 buy things
after tat we went 2 eat Ichiban sushi
i order set n sis order cold cha soba
she oso order some sushi
2 plates salmon,1 plates salmon cheese,3 plates her favourite sotong
others i dun remember liao wor....hehe

4 my set ther r teriyaki,rice,miso soup,tempura prawn salad,chawanmushi n fruits
sound nice rite but 2 many liao i cant finish la
de soup hav a littl3 bit too salty wor
it's cha soba oso hav a bit tasteless....kekeke
but overall quite ok lor
we eat till 37 sth plus service charge n gst 40 sth
den we go walk walk b4 go home lor
tomolo still nid accompany Yanxi go n repaired her phone wor
off liao la...hehehe

~QI~

Coca Restaurant

2008-05-01T07:13:00.000-07:00

c...how 'thin' is de beef~~~

look like steamboat rite
Prawn~~~
ben ben jie n susana jie jie
uncle paul n his cute cute son
uncle chua~~~

Yesterday sis hav gathering den i oso go w her

we go Taka Coca Restaurant

it is sth like buffet steamboat...healthy choice wor haha

de fish glue is nice...

Uncle Paul's son is so cute

dun reli noe how 2 write his name wor

Gabriel???Gabrial???haiyo dunno la

he like 2 eat rice n golden mushroom

Susana jie jie n me oso like golden mushroom

at de end u noe how much golden mushroom we ate???

12 plates!!!5 adults 1 child wor

but most of de golden mushroom eaten by me,gabriel n susana jie jie

lihai leh~~~haha

On de way home i msg Terence coz he wanna meet me ma
he had sth bout de project nid 2 asked me
so we met at de s11 near my house
we chat till 12 sth den jie called me leh
she say so late liao discuss tomolo wor
so continue 2day...kekeke

1/5 no sch so nice sia
i slept till 10 sth
den wake up n on9
msn terence den meet at 1sth
so hungry leh we ate b4 we discuss
after tat we chat till 4sth
walao both of us reli very loso de ar.....haha

2nite i try 2 cook 'din bian hu' but.......
i put 2 many black fungus leh...
n oso 2 many cornflour so de soup is sticky
next time will do better de lor....hope so la haha
4get 2 take a pic 4 it wor....haiyo stupid me
nvm next time when do better den take oso same de lor ^^

~QI~

Merlion

2008-05-01T03:31:00.000-07:00

de pics i took

now juz uload de...hehe

~QI~

2008-04-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

Last Sat go walk walk w Carol
we meet at Bugis den 2gether go Toast Box eat breakfast
den we tok bus 2 Orcahrd
find Gina at Centerpoint Robinson
her supervisor look so sisi so i asked Gina if he is gay
Gina say yea wor n told me tat most of de guys wo sold comestics
most probably is gay de lor
she said once she saw a pair of gay one of them soooo handsome sia
sigh y soooo many handsome guys r gay wor

Later we go Taka walk walk
saw a guy in Hugo Boss oso quite handsome wor hehe ^^
we ate Ajisen Ramen 4 lunch den later go Kinokuniya
de Kino at Taka reli big wor
b4 go back we go Bugis help da jie buy things
walk 4 whole day leg reli pain wor

After i reach home i on9 lor
i didnt eat my dinner coz dunno wat 2 eat
n i oso lazy 2 find things eat..hehe
den later i watch tv till 1 sth
wow hav 1 old grandma very 'lihai' wor
so old liao but she still manage 2 dance well
she even go 4 competition leh!!!
when i old i oso wan so 'lihai' leh
wan let ppl think wow tis ah ma oso not bad wor....hehehe

~QI~

Kampua!!!

2008-04-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today after sch i go Westmall w Yanxi
we suddenly feel like wanna drink milk tea
so we go n buy but...sien leh
i think de machine got prob so they didnt do it probably
somemore they still use cover but stil leaking
okay nvm but i even cant poked using straw
reli bek chek so u juz throw away de cover lor

aound 5sth i meet sis at Bugis ask we wanna go temple
but when i reach Bugis sis juz off duty
so i waited 4 her 4 about half an hour
after bai bai we go c cd but i didnt buy~~~
jie asked me wat i wanna eat 4 dinnerden i remember sth
b4 tv had advertised bout kampua near Bugis ma
so we go QQ mian tan ther eat dinner
jie eat kampua n i eat bian nuk
haha ther reli hav mentioned Sarawak neh
n oso hav mentioned bout kampua
de kampua reli tasted like cbu kampua but...
den bian nuk juz soso lor

when we reached lakeside i say 2 sis walk home eh???
sis say ok lor so we started 2 walk
but suddenly i realised tat 'Naomi' missing
otosan bought 4 me at huis ten bosch de la
bear bear wher r u i havent help u take pics de leh
how should u treat me like tat
so sad....Naomi u cum back la...
y tis yr i keep losing things sia
sob sob sob~~~bad mood liao la!!!

~QI~

Food Hotel Asian

2008-04-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

A quite nice de ppl we met at FHA
taken in train

Big Big king crab
Lobster!!!

Thx 2 it so we can enter all halls leh~~~

Nice!!!
I wanna eat leh~~~
New Zealand Natural Abolone
Crystal fish
Taiwan stall~~~

Today CTIS we go 2 FHA

wow reli super big leh many many halls joined 2gether

we can finish in 1 day la

i even saw uncle Alex i thought it is de wrong person

till he smiled 2 me den i noe i didnt recognized de wrong person

he still asked u student meh haha

2 bad dad didnt cum w him otherwise i can c dad leh~~~

All de food ther is free n we can try

but i didnt try a lots sia

i juz try choc,ice cream,tea,korean red wine,sausages....

we didnt finish walking coz it closed at 6 sth n we reached ther at 3 sth

2 bad others days without de pass we cant go in liao la

but some we wanna buy yet they say now still dun hav

mayb futher will hav sell in sg wor~~~haiz

1 of de taiwan stall nice sia

coz de rice is nice so at de end he give us a packet 2 try

hehe y dun give us more wor...

later me,Tiff,Yanxi,Eunice,Chew,Terence n Alex 2gether go Simei had dinner

but Alex left 1st

den we go pet shop wow de puppies is cute

de rabbit look like er jie's ciro wor

but ciro more cute lor...

i wan 2 hav a pet la~~~

den we nid take bout 1 hour 2 get home so tired la

dunno wat 2 blog lazy sia...so tat's all lor ><

~QI~

4 leg snake??!!

2008-04-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

Today 1st lesson housekeeping leh
she still read from de book n jumped jumped jumped
sometimes i even dunno wher is she wor
den she still asked her 2 draw column better 2 memorize
haiz m'an i noe u r 4 our own gud but...
we all r youth some even adults liao wor~~~

Oh ya 2day Terence treat me lunch coz he owe me de
thanks lor terence...hehe
den when i on my way home i saw a green colour '4 leg snake'
is dunno it's english term la
but not very big de lor
juz a little big bigger den my palm
quite cute de wor...haha

Recently i watching Tsubasa Chronicle on youtube
but i hav a little bit blur liao lor
coz it like hav a little bit different w de 1 i watch b4
youtube de seems longer n hav more 'stories' wor
even hav season 1 n 2 n OVA lor
but de 1 i watch b4 OVA is de next stop after 'country of library'
n de story reli seems like can link de wor
but de 1 on youtube different leh
after 'country of library' they go another country not 'tokyo' wor
y leh har?who noe y de pls tell me
i reli blur liao
keep thinking but still dun understand y leh???

yesterday i buy de wrong colour hp silicon protector la
i shouldnt buy pink colour but should but white colour de lor
coz if use pink colour de cant c tat original phone is pink de liao la
haiz how stupid am i
but oledi buy liao la impossible waste money buy a new 1 ma
haiz haiz haiz idiot me la!!! ><

~QI~

New Housekeeping Trainer

2008-04-15T09:20:00.000-07:00

Mon we had a new housekeeping trainer wor
coz our dear miss Sadiah cant teach her anymore
as her hotel nid her wor
our new trainer miss Sharon Lim treats us like small kid
or mayb should say like primary student gua
haiz dunno wat 2 say la
mayb tat is her teaching method???
but we r youth liao wor...haiz

oh ya yesterday oso Teresa birthday
hapi birthday 2 u ya...
so nice tat so many ppl say hapi birthday 2 u ya
unlike mine...haha but nvm la at least my best fren n family remember ma
reli should say thx 2 our xiao xiao family
my lao gong Tiff,Chew,Eunice n Yanxi ya...n oso Dan la haha
yeah friendship 4ever ya!!! >.<

I am thinking will a person make a deal w demon
2 grant ur wishes?
but sure nid sth w exchanged de la
sth such as ur life or sth u precious...
will u???
mm...mayb i will wor haha
recently i oso emo liao
like thinking lots of things
but not reli noe wat am i thinkng
wat do i wan...haiz haiz haiz
Xian,dun like myself like tis leh!!!
WHO AM I???

~QI~

Pizza Hut

2008-04-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

Sun i go uncle house 4 dinner
we had Pizza hut n kfc coleslow 4 dinner
de pizza seems bcum smaller leh
uncle oso say like tat wor...
n they oso say taste not so nice worzzz
de coleslow oso not nice sia
he think they 4get 2 put de salt

Uncle juz cum back from Korea
he oso gave sis n me some souvenir wor
haha look nice leh...keke
but cant eat 2 much lor otherwise fat again leh...

2day tv had Death Note 2 i wanna watch la
but cant la as li yun jie watching dvd...
2 bad so who hav vcd or dvd can lend me leh???
Tiff had watch wor she say is nice
i oso think it is nice as Death Note 1 quite not bad
pls pls pls who had la i wan 2 watch ma~~~

~QI~

Changi

2008-04-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today er jie morning reach Changi airport
she will depart 2 NZ tis nite
so after class i will go meet her
coz after today dunno how many can c her again lor
den later she called me n say change plan liao
coz xiao wu gogo ask him out wor
so after sch i msg them n meet them lor
at first they at taka den i say so far choose green line la
so we meet at Bugis lor
i hav go n find Carol
she say er jie prettier wor...sad...keke

den we had dinner at .... nan xiang xiao long bao???
not sure if it tis name but de xiao long bao not bad
but de suan la tang not so nice wor
xiao wu gogo treat us but using my student pass hav 20% off~~~hehe
den i buy a magazine at konikuya
wow de magazine so expensive de ar
den i oso take da tou card w er jie
but coz my eyes not looking at de camera so not so nice wor
haiz haiz haiz...nvm la at least hav take pic w her rite

After tat we off 2 de airport
coz xiao wu gogo latr not free wor so he juz dropped us at Changi
thought T3 hav many places 2 walk de wor
but de fact is...not reli leh
Changi y build so big ar
wastiing space la alamak
we sit down n chat
b4 she check in we take a pic
haiz will miss her very much de
nearly cry liao lor but i am brave de leh...haha
den take train home lor...
nvm la we can still chat on9 de rite
er jie u take k la
when u free call me ar~~~

~QI~

Menakutkan saya

2008-04-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

Suatu malam dia msn tiba-tiba cari saya
tanya saya ada di situ tak
saya cakap apa dan tanya kenapa
dan dia tanya saya boleh beri dia peluangkah...
saya macam blur dan cakap har???apa???
dan dia cakap maafkan dia kalau dia terlalu lurus
saya cakap tak apa
tapi...sekarang saya tak fikir ni
dan sekarang lebih suka satu org
jadi lebih baik kita jadi kawan
dan dia cakap ok lor tak apa
dan harap saya boleh cari saya benar benar punay kekasih

kenapa dia tiba-tiba ini macam leh
pelikkan...tapi tak apa la
hanya berpura tak ada apa-apa berlaku
siapa yang boleh baca ni jangan tanya saya siapa...
paiseh paiseh ar~~~ ^^ hehe

~QI~

slide phone

2008-04-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

Wow 5 siblings all using slide phone leh
from left is da jie's, er jie's, mine, ah yang's n ah lu's phone
da jie n er jie using same modal but different colour
me n ah yang oso using same modal but different colour
now only ah lu using Nokia liao wor...haha
Ah lu u oso faster change ur phone liao lor~~~

~QI~

Back 2 Sg again

2008-04-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

1 week so fast de meh i back 2 Sg liao
When i do counter at China Spa
wow hav some 'chi go bek' called n asked some idiot question
paiseh ar China Spa is normal spa dun provided 'special service' lor

I buy a green colour contact lens lor...n oso a pairs of sunglasses...
Da jie asked y i nid 2 buy wor~~~
but i think it is nice ma~~~
mm...den yesterday i permed my eyelash when i go 4 facial~~~keke
yesterday JB raining cats n dogs wor
so b4 depart de aeroplane goyang goyang so scary
i can even c lightning leh~~~

tis sem not bad lor we not nid spend many money buying books
coz we all using manual~~~hehe
muz save money liao lor so poor sia...haiz
lazy 2 blog liao wor...so tat's all la~~~ ^^

~QI~

Finish exam holiday lor~~~

2008-04-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

Cant believe tat i scored highest 4 my Cost Control test
i think is luck lor haha..reli reli
exam so fast cum la i havent prepare wor
i think i will flung my hospitality sales
sure flung de la...
last paper is cost control so many questions leh
even times up i still hav some questions havent filled up de neh
i pass my semester 1 lor
gpa only 2.12 nia
coz 1st semester part 1 didnt do well
all C n D leh...part 2 better all above B
but dun hav A wor except my conduct
muz do harder lor~~~

Wah after finish exam tat afternoon go buy my new phone
w580i pink colour de
using jia sheng gogo m1 contract n $80 voucher
i pay$127 included de screen sticker protector...
i like my new phone leh
den we go buy things tat we nid 2 bring back

Sun going back cbu lor hapi neh
tat nite go China Spa foot massage
oh ya mum bought a zip bag 4 me at kl
quite nice n creative leh
after u zip it den it bcum a bag cool rite

Mon sis go perm hair n edmund highlight hair
so i oso cut my hair lor
didnt cut a lots...
mayb next time will cut short hair gua new image...hehe
afternoon at home watching tv w sis

Tues n Weds go China Spa ther do counter
coz havent find ppl do ma so i go help lor
actually is edmund do de lor den i go w him
but leh i answer de phone n i record
he juz at ther watching tv nia
den he still go play badminton left me alone
reli bad sia...beat him up!!!haha

~QI~

Speechless --- William So

2008-03-22T01:25:00.000-07:00

Song Title: 无法开口
Wu Fa Kai Kou
Speechless

Artist：苏永康 Su Yong Kang/William So

如果我知道太多
Ru guo wo zhi dao tai duo
Just in case I know too much

那关于相遇的错过
Na guan yu xian yu de cuo guo
About the mistake of us crossing paths

奋不顾身的追求能找到什么
Fen bu gu shen de zui chiu neng zhao dao shen me
What is the point of making all these big efforts?

如果你等得太久
Ru guo ni deng de tai jiu
If you've been waiting too long

请相信我不曾经过
Qing xiang xin wo bu ceng jing guo
Please believe that I have never gone through it before

想装上翅膀飞到你身后
Xiang zhuang shang chi bang fei dao ni shen hou
Wish I can set these wings to fly so I can follow you

爱很浓心很空
Ai hen nong xin hen kong
Love is so dense, yet the heart is so empty

该怎么停在你心中
Gai zen me ting zai ni xin zhong
What should I do so I can stop by in your heart?

只剩长已久的寂寞时间
Zhi sheng chang yi jiu de ji mo shi jian
What's left is just a long period of time filled with loneliness

带不走
Dai bu zou
That can never be taken away

爱很多心很痛
Ai hen duo xin hen tong
So much love, yet the heart aches

究竟有多少次错过
Jiu jing you duo shao ci cuo guo
After all, there have been so many mistakes done

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
Zhe wei yi de cheng nuo shen shen mai zai xin zhong
This one sole promise is buried deeply in the heart

我却无法开口
Wo que wu fa kai kou
Nevertheless, I was speechless

相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
Xiang xin fang zai xin zhong yuan sui shi wei ni bao liu
Place a belief in my heart; it's willingly to keep holding on for you any time

真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
Zhen ai zai wo kou dai bie rang feng ba ta dai zou
I keep the true love inside my pocket and never to let the wind take it away

思念不能放开它就像潮水
Si nian bu neng fang kai ta jiu xiang chao shui
Even longing can't unleash it; It is like the tide

难以回收
Nan yi hui shou
Difficult to recover

就算相拥一秒种就已足够
Jiu suan xiang yong yi miao zhong jiu yi zhu gou
As long as I'm given one more second, it would be enough

~QI~

Old pics

2008-03-19T01:24:00.001-07:00

Mum side relatives
Grandma birthday
Me,daddy n edmund...

Grandma n Grandpa
Handsome grandpa
my 2 handsome bro

Dad n Mum
Me...
Edmund
Edmund eating satay
Edward

Edward
Me again...cute???haha
Edmund n da jie
Edmund,Edward n M3...
Edmund again~~

Tat day Edward found these pics n send me de...

haha hao huai nian o~~~ ^^

~QI~

Disney on Ice

2008-03-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

Thrus
How long i didnt so angry liao ar all bcoz of tat 'hei hei'
I think many ppl sure shock coz they never c me so angry n fierce ma
not worth angry w tat guy la juz ignore him
hav xin li zuan bei liao our project mark sure mati de liao la

Fri I oledi reach sch den juz now tat Mr Vincernt Tan mc so no class
walao 2day i still wake up n reach earlier de wor
our sales kit file look nice leh...hehe
nite sis n i go watch Disney On Ice
de things ther reli damn expensive
i eat popcorn n 'Haegen Dazz' Belgiam Choc flavour
small small nia but so expensive leh but nice...keke
de show quite nice i oso wan 2 learn skating la...

~QI~

你该珍惜的十种人

2008-03-08T08:36:00.000-08:00

你该珍惜的十种人。

1.遇到你真正爱的人时─要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会。因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。
2.遇到可相信的朋友时─ 要好好和他相处下去。因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。
3.遇到人生中的贵人时─ 要记得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。
4.遇到曾经爱过的人时─ 记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人。
5.遇到曾经恨过的人时─ 要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强。
6.遇到曾经背叛你的人时─ 要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他，今天你不会懂这世界
7.遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时─要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时不是希望他幸福快乐吗？
8.遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时─要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精采回忆的一部分。
9.遇到曾经和你有误会的人时─要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚。
10.遇到现在和你相伴一生的人─ 要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱。

super duper blur blur queen

2008-03-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

2day i supposed 2 go ICA collect my student pass de
i worry 2 late wor so i even take a cab ther
den i juz realised i 4get 2 bring my passport n queue number wor
sigh so i go customer service centre asked if i can collect at other day lor
not feeling so well xia...muntah muntah~~~haha

Msg Tiff told her tat she can cum out liao as i finished liao
den she told me she juz woke up
she still nid accompany her mum 2gether had lunch
haiz nvm la so i go Bugis ther eat Long John Silver
eat slowly somemore still read book
1 hour passed she still havent cum wor
wait n wait den after 2 hours finally she arrived
i feel so hot till fainted liao lor

Wow 2day guan yin temple many ppl wor coz is 'chu yi'
squeezed squeezed squeezed ar
den later we met Chew n 2gether go walk walk at Bugis Junction
she bought a funny face spongebob hp pouch leh
we oso chit chat chit chat
but later Chew meet her fren at JP 4 lunch
Tiff meet Dan as i had nth 2 do so...
go home lor

Help them redo de accounting part but sob sob
they so bad after i finished doing n wanna send them
tat bad bad leader still say not now n send 2 his mail
at least u say gud,thanks a lot very kanan ar!!!

~QI~

Aiyomaya

2008-03-07T09:42:00.000-08:00

I loss my bracelet la
it;s a present from my dear chew,dear eunice n kelvin wor
reli sori ar guys...
yesterday de Cost Control n 2day de Tourism test hope can pass la
oh ya i juz passed 4 my Grammar test
4 question 1 i reli dun understand de instrustion wor so many wrong
last section i didt follow de instruction more cham
haiya so exam muz work harder la
2day i try 2 do macha green tea ice cream
tomolo will try it lor hope it will taste nice ar

My dear dear bro say dun make fren w fate
but be his enemy n fight w him wor
haha so cute n funny lot
not make fren w it den he will treat u better meh???
Gud luck pls cum 2 me la...pls pls pls

Say wanna on diet but still keep eating
juz cant control myself wor
like tis if wan 2 slim down is impossible de lor
so ar muz gambade neh...

~QI~

Presentatio Pics 2

2008-03-07T09:28:00.000-08:00

My bad bad leader...haha
Me~~~
Wow i am so handsome,cool n man~~~ ^^

Tiff,Kailash n me
Tis 3 guys ar acting cool...
Den Lao gong n i acting cool...
Our group w trainer...MIB???haha
My darling???juz kidding...me in Danny tie~~~

Wilfrid u r too tall la
Me,Danny,Tiff n Dan
Me,our bad bad leader,Nares n Tiff
3 of us w Von n Kexin~~~
Take pic w Ah Ling

第一次的亲密接触---蔡智恒

2008-03-04T09:14:00.000-08:00

Plan
“如果我有一千万,我就能买一栋房子。
我有一千万吗？没有。所以我仍然没有房子。
如果我有翅膀，我就能飞。
我有翅膀吗？没有。所以我也没办法飞。
如果把整个太平洋的水到出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰。
整个太平洋的水全部倒得出吗？不行。所以我并不爱你。”

轻舞飞扬
“我轻轻的舞着，在拥挤的人群之中，
你投射过来异样的眼神。
诧异也好，欣赏也罢，
并不曾使我的舞步凌乱。
因为令我飞扬的，不是你注视的目光，
而是我年轻的心。”

网络邂逅
其实网络上的邂逅，应该可称之为浪漫。
因为浪漫通常带点不真实，
而网络并不真实。
所以由此观之，网络上的邂逅是具备浪漫的条件。

咖啡哲学
我的鞋袜颜色很深，像是重度烘焙的碳烧咖啡…
焦、苦不带酸…
小喇叭裤颜色更浅，像是风味独特的摩卡咖啡…
酸味较强…
毛线衣的颜色更浅，像是柔顺细腻的蓝山咖啡…
香醇精致…
而我背包的颜色内深外浅，
并点缀着装饰品，则像是Cappuccino咖啡…
外表浮上新鲜牛奶，并撒上迷人的肉桂粉…
既甘醇甜美又浓郁强烈…

距离
在网络上，
你根本无法看到对方的表情，听到对方的语气，
所以只好将喜怒哀乐用简单的符号表示。
但如果喜怒哀乐真能用符号表示的话，
就不会叫做喜怒哀乐了。
因此对陌生的两个而言，
网络有时只能缩短认识的时间而已，
未必能拉近彼此的距离。

1最后的信
“如果我还有一天寿命，那天我要做你女友。
我还有一天的命吗？没有。
所以，很可惜。我今生仍然不是你女友。
如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。
我有翅膀吗？没有。
所以，很遗憾。我从此无法再看到你。
如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰。
整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？可以。
所以，是的。我爱你。”